I'm another one who thought I would NEVER quit smoking. I grew up in a smoke-filled house. My mother smoked during all her pregnancies, so I got it in-utero. Everyone we knew smoked. Our family doctor smoked. It was inevitable... It's just what you did when you were a "grown-up." So I smoked, I enjoyed smoking, and I structured my entire life around it. After 42 years of smoking 2 packs a day, I recently started noticing (it has been there for a while but I just started noticing) that I was having some trouble breathing sometimes. When I was exerting myself. We have a small farm, so there are bags of feed to be tossed, bales of hay to be stacked, cows and calves to be gathered on foot every evening, a full milk can to be carried 300 feet to the house every morning... and the list goes on.
I got a mid-size Kanger EVOD and a few small bottles of e-liquid to see if I could MAYBE substitute some of my daily cigarettes with it, and I quit smoking immediately. In 24 hours, the difference in my lung function was amazing. I would never light another cigarette now. Anything but that. No, it's not like a "real" cigarette, but I like it better now, and it's only been 6 days! LOL! I must have really wanted to quit, deep down inside, so deep I didn't even realize it consciously. Now that I have, I feel like an idiot for not doing it sooner. I never even tried to quit before, because I knew I couldn't. This was my first attempt and I was 100% successful. I'll say "so far" because you should never say never, but honestly, I can't imagine inhaling cigarette smoke into my lungs anymore. I'm so done with that whole thing.
The moral of my story is basically that I didn't THINK I wanted to quit, but I did. And it was painless. I'm still amazed at how easy it was. And so happy that I can now do those physical things again, after just a few short days of being off smokes, without having to stop and rest. And of course, every time I stopped to rest, I lit another cigarette! ROFL! For someone with a genius IQ, I can do the stupidest things imaginable!
So, keep researching different types of e-cigs, and build a stash of possible yummy liquids, and when you're ready, it will be really easy for you, too.
Oh, I thought I wouldn't like "flavors," either, because I was a hard core smoker and thought I wanted it to taste like tobacco, but I found I LOVE the flavors. It's not like smoking a cigarette at all, it's better, because it tastes nice and doesn't leave that icky tobacco aftertaste in my mouth, yet I'm still getting enough nicotine to satisfy that craving, so it's all good.
Good luck to you!
~Lannie