Not sure what my end game is honestly. I am glad to be off the analogs but I am also enjoying vaping. Guess ill just see where the road leads me!
Two plus years later, I'm right there with you. My road is still paved with good intentions.
Not sure what my end game is honestly. I am glad to be off the analogs but I am also enjoying vaping. Guess ill just see where the road leads me!
@ Adeline tx for sharing I was curious to know what nic level you had started at. How long have you been doing DIY juices? Are your juices yummier than anything you've bought? Do you do it cause its fun or to save money or cause you haven't found a commercial flavour that you love?
Im not sure I have any kind of game plan, if I am honest. The primary point of vaping, is avoid actively killing myself.
In doing so, I have reduced my addiction, and reinforcement significantly as well.
Thats a pretty good acheivement, and so ATM, I feel no compulsion to continue "running up the mountain" for what amounts to fairly diminished returns.
Its important I don't go back to smoking, and given theres a high rate of relapse with 20 months, and its not underheard of for people to relapse 15 years down the track, thats another reason for me, to keep myself satisfied with what I am doing. Last thing I want to be is a smoker.
I am not fond of dependance, but ive already reduced that by vaping instead of smoking, and that will be more true over time as the reinforcement undergoes extinction. And at some stage, ill probably look at lowering my nic a bit.
Dunno if I want to go zero or not.
I think if I can, a fair bit later on, maybe a year or so down the track, Ill try to get my nic levels down to maybe half of what they are now (I use 24 mg/ml as of right now, about 3/4 per puff of whats in a ciggie), I would estimate that this would be a much less dependant, more casual situation where'd id happily be able to go hours, or a day without. Thats probably more my game plan as of now.
That may well be an ideal situation for me. But then I might decide on zero nic. Or I may change my mind about the taper. This all just seems to be less of an issue for me personally, compared to staying alive and fighting off the smoking addiction.