It's been over seven months since I quit analogs and I still love the smell of smoke. Aren't I suppose to be hating it by now? Or do former smokers always love it?
I'm also amazed at how completely natural it still feels to hold a cigarette between my fingers or in my lips. I still have my half-pack from last October and once in a while, I like to visit it. I pull one out, sniff it, hold it, stick it in my mouth a minute... It feels so normal. Maybe I'm tempting fate when I do that, but I've never been very tempted to light it. Okay, maybe I'm a little tempted.
So many vapers have said how disgusting analogs are once you've been vaping for a while. I want that to be true for me. I want to light one, take a drag and hate it so much that I won't ever be nostalgic about smoking again. But I fear that won't happen. I fear it would be the most awesome drag of smoke ever and that half-pack would quickly become an empty pack. And then I'd be off to 7-11 to buy a new pack. Then a carton....
I wish I'd start hating the smell of smoke so I wouldn't have these thoughts.
I'm also amazed at how completely natural it still feels to hold a cigarette between my fingers or in my lips. I still have my half-pack from last October and once in a while, I like to visit it. I pull one out, sniff it, hold it, stick it in my mouth a minute... It feels so normal. Maybe I'm tempting fate when I do that, but I've never been very tempted to light it. Okay, maybe I'm a little tempted.
So many vapers have said how disgusting analogs are once you've been vaping for a while. I want that to be true for me. I want to light one, take a drag and hate it so much that I won't ever be nostalgic about smoking again. But I fear that won't happen. I fear it would be the most awesome drag of smoke ever and that half-pack would quickly become an empty pack. And then I'd be off to 7-11 to buy a new pack. Then a carton....
I wish I'd start hating the smell of smoke so I wouldn't have these thoughts.