I think everyone is/has gone through something similar.... a relapse or near relapse... I found that in my brief few weeks vaping, and not smoking, the near relapses occurred at those moments when I was not fully prepared with the PV. Meaning, battery low, no juice, or I plain didn't have it... Luckily I managed to avoid many occasions where I might have lit up... And Now, I take a few moments each night to FULLY charge 2 batteries, and prep 2 or 3 fresh filled cartos for a work day...
I don't actually go through 3 full cartos in a shift... But I rotate them, so as they taper off I am not inclined light up "instead".... I'm just trying to maintain that "fresh filled flavor" as the thing I enjoy more than analogs.... And more so, its a conscious effort... The same way I would stop to buy cigs and be late for work or whatnot... I remind myself that I need to be prepared at all times..
On that note, surroundings play a huge role.... I find at home, chillin... there is absolutely no problem.... I vape at my PC with a PT, walk around with a battery unit... Juice is on stand-by.... everything is ready to go....
Now, while out & about.... standing among 4 other smokers, its so easy to "join the crowd" I mean that's what got most of us in the smoking mess in the first place.... I try to keep that in mind, as I Vape among smokers... Yes, its not the same... And there's even a weird feeling of being an "outsider" vaping among smokers...
Unlike yourself, I am one of the "older" people in my circle of friends, many of whom are co-workers... and unlike them, I have smoked for over 20 years, and most of them have not, and are not chain smokers like I was...
Honestly, it was not until recently this year when I started hanging out with a friend I knew for over a decade, but rarely saw much of.... He was over-weight, and has been on a very motivational endeavor to loose weight, all through nutrition & diet... (ie, no surgery) I noticed that health and nutrition was a daily topic... And I also recognized that he HAD to make it a daily topic so as not to slip up and go to IN&OUT for a 4x4 animal style after work.... He continually reinforced his own motivational level by talking about it daily...
I have thanked him many times already for motivating and inspiring me to something well for myself.... I think this desire and conscious effort needs to really come from within yourself, as something you really want for yourself.... I know when I was in my 20's it was not the first thing on my mind... So congrats on getting an early start to kick the habit.
I know that many of the stories I read here on ECF have helped alot.... like a support group, where we are all witness each others success and failures.... The fact that you told us all that you have slipped is good if you think about it.... Because you could have just ignored your conscience, and not told a sole.... So that tells me that it *IS* within you to want to quit....
I don't actually go through 3 full cartos in a shift... But I rotate them, so as they taper off I am not inclined light up "instead".... I'm just trying to maintain that "fresh filled flavor" as the thing I enjoy more than analogs.... And more so, its a conscious effort... The same way I would stop to buy cigs and be late for work or whatnot... I remind myself that I need to be prepared at all times..
On that note, surroundings play a huge role.... I find at home, chillin... there is absolutely no problem.... I vape at my PC with a PT, walk around with a battery unit... Juice is on stand-by.... everything is ready to go....
Now, while out & about.... standing among 4 other smokers, its so easy to "join the crowd" I mean that's what got most of us in the smoking mess in the first place.... I try to keep that in mind, as I Vape among smokers... Yes, its not the same... And there's even a weird feeling of being an "outsider" vaping among smokers...
Unlike yourself, I am one of the "older" people in my circle of friends, many of whom are co-workers... and unlike them, I have smoked for over 20 years, and most of them have not, and are not chain smokers like I was...
Honestly, it was not until recently this year when I started hanging out with a friend I knew for over a decade, but rarely saw much of.... He was over-weight, and has been on a very motivational endeavor to loose weight, all through nutrition & diet... (ie, no surgery) I noticed that health and nutrition was a daily topic... And I also recognized that he HAD to make it a daily topic so as not to slip up and go to IN&OUT for a 4x4 animal style after work.... He continually reinforced his own motivational level by talking about it daily...
I have thanked him many times already for motivating and inspiring me to something well for myself.... I think this desire and conscious effort needs to really come from within yourself, as something you really want for yourself.... I know when I was in my 20's it was not the first thing on my mind... So congrats on getting an early start to kick the habit.
I know that many of the stories I read here on ECF have helped alot.... like a support group, where we are all witness each others success and failures.... The fact that you told us all that you have slipped is good if you think about it.... Because you could have just ignored your conscience, and not told a sole.... So that tells me that it *IS* within you to want to quit....