Afternoon ladies.
It's been.... well... a carpy week. Last Thursday, I got laid off. The company announced that the second round of layoffs were coming, but no one that I know of knew my position was being looked at. I was part of a 900+ reduction in force. So now, I'm playing Mr Mom. Again. And failing miserably. When I was unemployed last time, I learned I do not make a good mommy. Not much has changed! We're scrambling now to get things like food stamps, possibly welfare (which I'm not wanting to do, but I can't let pride affect my childrens' lives). I will be getting a severance package, but it wont cover beyond two months.
I did learn something from the last time I was unemployed to now though. Dont let depression take hold. It happened last time. Bad. And I know Mrs E was worried that it was going to happen again. And it almost has. But I've been able to keep my head above the water. Believe it or not, it's been the gym and my motorcycle that's done it. Last time I was unemployed is when I gained most of my weight to be the heaviest I've ever been in my life. I've come too far to let that happen again. I admit, the first day home, it was a chore to NOT go into the kitchen and binge on everything we had. The next day, I had to force myself to eat. Finding that balance hasnt been easy. But I'm still managing. I'm just now getting to a goal weight of 170! MY POST BOOT CAMP WEIGHT!!! And as Mrs E exclaimed, I dont LOOK like I did when I came out of boot. When I was 170 last time, she said I looked "scrawny". Now... well, lets just say my muscle gain and fat loss is getting to be more apparent. Still have another 10 pounds to lose, but as long as we can afford to keep paying my gym membership, I'll make it. Goodness knows I have the time for it now.