We're shortly heading to the inlaws for supper.
I got home and there was a letter for me from the regional TOPS (my weight loss place) director for this district. I got first place for the whole year in division
three state winners. There is a conference in May and she sent the paperwork today but after reading about what I'd have to do I'm thinking I'm not going. First, it's at the individual chapters discretion as to whether they help pay for me to go. They don't seem to be very receptive to the whole idea of me winning and certainly have not said anything to me about if they will help. Second, I HATE, DETEST and LOATH crowds of people, especially when the attetntion is on me. They will have a ceremony for the state winners which I wold need to
buy a nice dress or pantsuit and new shoes. I have to send in a "before" pic and an after pic and worst of all I have to write a speech on my "weight los journey) And read it to a crowd of people I don't knnw. The thught of that is the scariest. Undecided here.