...feeling blue ? ......
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Yall can come to my place
Can we plan this for Feb/March when we're heading to visit you guys?
lol. My bf thinks I'm nuts for wanting to meet other vapers that I talk to on here, I don't think he knows just how much time I spend on this forum.... But even though he thinks I'm nuts, he wants to come with and meet you too!
she did say open invitation. May have to find a chuckee cheese of sorts if everyone brings their kids... but it must be a PV friendly place.
I know this is the feeling blue thread, but talking about this makes me happy
-- so does that count?
Hi friends and adopted family..
Ever have one of those days .. when you just feel blue and sad?
If so, post here.
Maybe we can cheer each other.
love,
LBug♥
Yep, sure do....hope you feel better soon dear!
there is a park a cpl blocks away.. nice pavilions and the munchkins would have a blast! yall come.. the more the merrier!!! mama bear hugs for everyone!!!
she did say open invitation. May have to find a chuckee cheese of sorts if everyone brings their kids... but it must be a PV friendly place.
I know this is the feeling blue thread, but talking about this makes me happy
Ol chucky better have a darn big ball cage..cause I'M JUMPIN IN!...I love them things..and when I make me a fortune, its the first big spend.
There are always horrible days, and even more bad days, but always better days. Im a middle child that got crapped on my whole life. Im the black sheep of the family. But I came to terms that noone makes me happy but me. I have my faith, my hope, and my goals. Helping others might be one of those goals, but focusing on others really helps forget about my personal troubles. I remember way back when I was 20..i think from 16-21 was a 5 year depression. I didnt even speak to my mom for those years, and would just hang up on her on my birthday and christmas, and i hated life in general. But I realized one day that I was tired of being unhappy, tired of being unpopular, the dork, all that. Then I heard these words.."It must happen in your mind, before it WILL happen in your life" Zig Ziglar. So I quite trying to impress, decided I'm not miserable anymore, and I was going to make my life the most it can be and quite with excuses as to why life sucks. Instead of being the sad follower, I'm going to be the leader.
It hasnt been smooth sailing since then, and bad days happen, a lot, but I keep on truckin..cause my works not done here- not by a long shot. As a matter of fact, I'm just getting started. Ive been kicked around a bit in my time..and I'm still here. Next time, I'm biting an ankle!
It hasnt been smooth sailing since then, and bad days happen, a lot, but I keep on truckin..cause my works not done here- not by a long shot. As a matter of fact, I'm just getting started. Ive been kicked around a bit in my time..and I'm still here. Next time, I'm biting an ankle!
My heart just broke reading everyone's stories. I wish I could just take away everyone's sorrows and replace it with rainbows. But I can't. The
best that I can do is to keep you in my prayers and thoughts and send lots of love and white light to protect all of you and hold you and loved one safe.
As for me, it's been a struggle the last few months. I have Bi-polar disorder, PTSD and other crap. My mood has been labile - mania, crash and burn, repeat several hundred a day. The doc increased my meds, so there are days that I'm a zombie. At least this time around I'm not suicidal or self mutilating. One thing that will never go away is that I isolate myself from everyone.
It's hard for people to understand that at one time I'm active, participating in life, funny and outgoing and then boom! people hear very little from me or not at all for a few months. Most people think I'm an ...., troll, biatch, fly-by-night person. The truth is, it takes all my energy just to do the bare minimum - just to stay present in the moment.
Over time, I fade away and am just a mere memory if that at all.
best that I can do is to keep you in my prayers and thoughts and send lots of love and white light to protect all of you and hold you and loved one safe.
As for me, it's been a struggle the last few months. I have Bi-polar disorder, PTSD and other crap. My mood has been labile - mania, crash and burn, repeat several hundred a day. The doc increased my meds, so there are days that I'm a zombie. At least this time around I'm not suicidal or self mutilating. One thing that will never go away is that I isolate myself from everyone.
It's hard for people to understand that at one time I'm active, participating in life, funny and outgoing and then boom! people hear very little from me or not at all for a few months. Most people think I'm an ...., troll, biatch, fly-by-night person. The truth is, it takes all my energy just to do the bare minimum - just to stay present in the moment.
Over time, I fade away and am just a mere memory if that at all.
So glad this is here today. I have had one of the worst days and I feel I have had absolutely NO control over it. It seems every time I have opened my mouth I have gotten into some sort of trouble without even trying LOL Now I can be the QUEEN of getting into it when I want to but this was sincerely unintended. WHAT IS IT?? Is Mercury in retrograde or something???? I just want to go to bed and get up and it all to go away.
I just want a big group hug!!! yall makin a mess outta me dang it.. star Just smile and forget it babe! 316..gawly.. can i hug u.. and cheif.. cant see u as being depressed... and i love those ball pits too.. there is one here in STL at the city museum for big kids... so fun to watch the guys gets their butts handed to them in there! u need to check it out!
there is a park a cpl blocks away.. nice pavilions and the munchkins would have a blast! yall come.. the more the merrier!!! mama bear hugs for everyone!!!
Let me know when and I'll bring my two lil ones and I'll bring snacks XD Could be a picnic!
heck i dont even know when it is..lol... we will have to get together on it
Sounds good to me
Chief, your story was me 40 yrs ago. Not the specifics but the depression/change about the same age. I was a little younger. Depressed from about 12-16. Something clicked. I have no idea what made me change. Probably music. John Denver, James Taylor... I dunno. But something woke me up and I realized I could be sad and fear or I could be happy and try to not fear. Some years later around age 21, took the next step. I read a book that seemed to pull it all together for me. He told me that feelings are a result of what I believe at the moment. If I believe now is bad and I fear it'll never get better, I feel bad at that moment and stay there for as long as I think I need to. I realized I used guilt to motivate myself to change bad behavior ..... that if I was unhappy now I might be happy later. I realized that I didn't want to do that anymore. He taught me to challenge the beliefs that led me to unhappiness. Now, when people say, "It's all good!" I think to myself..."you have idea how right you are". The author of that book now lives in NH and runs a beautiful retreat facility. Someday, I hope I can thank him face to face.
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