9/16 #2
Hello again tree folks
Well...turns out the VA clinic IS open ..on alternating Wednesdays ...just not THIS Wednesday ...scheesh..waste of time...'spec since I just called into the main scheduling yesterday to confirm the appt

...Let's home they don't kick my re-schedule down the road another few months.
So I got home..said "the he** with it" and went back to bed....woke up 3 hrs later...and feel much better now. I am grateful I am able to do that right now...but nothing comes for free...My sleep monitoring showed that I had a 4 hr sleep deficit..the night I couldn't sleep...I figger with everything else, it caught up with me today..Thankfully it is still too windy out for my outside work.
9/16 #1 my 70 year old husband just got a job..only 25 hrs a week but it keeps him busy!
Ditto what
@liblue1 said...change brings...well...CHANGE

Make it a good one. And from the sounds of it, homemade pasta is a grand bon voyage! My Mom and her church group used to make homemade noodles to sell...It was an all day affair. But my favorite were the Ladie's Homemade Raised Sugared Donuts!!

MMmmmmmmm.
@CountBoredom nice pic...If the water's nice I wanna go take a dip in them Nature's waterin holes..
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9/16 #3
I have some stuff I should be doing today.....but I have to wait and see if I am going to do them or not............It's always that way with me.....
Yes..I get that now with myself...Used to beat myself about the ears cuz I "couldn't" this and "couldn't " that...how much easier when there is no or less struggle involved. My friends used to swear I was 2 people...One would say "Oh what a hard worker"..the other..."What? THAT lazy slug?!"

(You folks mainly get to see the Lazy Slug from Sluglandia

)
9/16 #5
Well it's a good thing everyone is busy........but it really cuts into ECF time and since that's all I do..........it's lonely...........
Yes..and funny you should say that...As I was driving home today..I was thinking about my own FRAD ...the last time I visited, he walked us to the exit door, but as we drove away, his face was near to the door, watching us go....and he looked as if we had just left without him...which we had...I felt so sad for him....not sure he understands this is the best place for him...only that he is once more ...alone...among strangers. And I think that's the part that bothers me the most about getting older...the prospect of loneliness...cuz I am not one to be the Life of the party...the wallflower,yes.
@tiggerrts..hurry up with that Island already (

) ...I can see myself in a VA nursing home...and I hope it's a lively bunch. To be among friends and loved ones, ...to feel loved, valued and respected..isn't that what we all want.
9/16 - 2: Did not sleep well, drove myself and the co-worker to the site in a dream state. Nothing worked, coffee or otherwise.
Sorry, Tiggs...there are times I cannot tell your dreamststate from your real Life

...so I can imagine how it must feel for you. If it is true, that you are where you are to learn and grow....then let it be. And feel all you feel, because that's what keeps us human. ...and hope u get some good sleep!!
9/16 #3
It is my firm belief that all of us came here for a specific purpose (obviously different for each individual) and will not leave until we have completed that.
I agree to an extent...about Life and lessons that can only be learned in the physical interacting with not so compliant beings (

) who are also at various stages of learning. I interject the role of Man's Free Will, here also...while it could be argued that we don't go till it's our time, Man has free will...He too can decide whether to drink and drive, swing that fist, or pull that trigger...It is the age old quandry...God's will and Man's Free Will...In the large LDS population here abouts, the story goes that God wanted man to have Free Will...Lucifer did not ..and they had a huge "falling out" over it. I am a student of all teachings...not meaning to offend anyone with my ignorance
9/16 #3 did you know at 65 you need a special pneumonia shot..
Yes and thank you for reminding everyone to get theirs...I get it every year since I was about 40, as I'm prone to escalation of infections into pneumonia.
Well..I think I'm finally caught up

Have a nice evening all...I finally feel like taking on a project I "could not"..so best to strike while the iron is hot, as they say.....prob check in later...And..uh..thanks for being here..for me ..for all of us....