BobbyDidge, from your posts, you remind me of ME. There WAS something "missing" for ME in vaping, and I wasn't able to stick with it. For over 2 years, I smoked AND vaped, so the benefit I was getting was FEWER cigarettes smoked. It wasn't until I upgraded my hardware from a Joye 510 cig-look-alike to a Joye Ego-T - and increasing nic from 18mg to 24mg VG - that I was able to stick with vaping for more than a month. Yet, something was still "missing". I found the solution with WTA.
There are two vendors currently selling WTA juice, and I like both of them. Ethan at Vapelicious.com uses a PG/VG (70/30) mix with WTA, and Jerry at Aroma.com has all VG with WTA. The first couple of times you try WTA juice, you WILL feel a familiar 'brain buzz'...like your brain is 'lighting up', and it WILL be very satisfying. Yet, after a day or two, that 'buzz' will go away, but if your experience is similar to mine, you'll be fine.
WTA got me through the most difficult periods of tobacco withdrawal. Now, several months after making a complete switch to vaping, I vape WTA juice two or three times a week, can go for HOURS without a vape (never even consider analogs - EVER), and have comfortably dropped my nic levels from 24mg, down to 6mg and 12mg. I keep higher nic juice around for when I need it (some mornings), and prefer 24mg nic with WTA when drinking with friends.
It probably took me between 2 and 3 months before I really felt FREE of analogs, and WTA juice was absolutely my lifeboat. It's just unbelievable to me, that after 32+ years of analogs, I'm no longer a smoker, but a vaper.
They say nicotine is addictive, but I'm convinced the worst part of analog addiction comes from the
other things burning and going in my lungs. Once I got away from the smoke, the 'addiction' is much like my caffeine addiction...and my sugar addiction; going without either causes me to experience symptoms of withdrawal, but they're NOTHING like the 'nic fit' withdrawals from ciggies...NOTHING AT ALL like like cigs!
Depression: Yep...I smoked because it lifted the clouds, and going cold turkey brought them back. Chantix brought them back. Xanax helped, but xanax is addictive. My doctor said, "Soon as you quit smoking, I'll put you on tranquilizers."
Screw THAT!! I'd rather VAPE 6mg to 12 mg nic than take pills. PLUS, I LIKE VAPING!!!
Sorry to write so much. You're on track to experience success. Just don't give up searching for the solution that works for YOU (because it's out there if you can find it), and don't beat yourself up if you aren't able to make a 100% switch to vaping this month...or this year, because when you figure out your hardware needs - and juice that works for ya - you'll prefer vaping over smoking. When THAT happens, you're home free!
In these early days, as mentioned above, for the times that you need more nic to get through work, up the nic in your juice. 24mg worked for me during the day, but kept me awake at night.
Finally, I just have to throw this out...the one thing I really missed was the flavor of a good tobacco. At the Atlanta Vape Meet (Feb. 18), I received a free sample of 18mg 'Sweet Tobacco' from Ares eLiquid, and it's extremely flavorful, vapes well, and feels very 'familiar' to my soul. It's sort of a tobacco flavor with caramelly vanilla overtones - probably similar to RY4 - but I really like it. I also like most of the Alien Vision juice, and I've learned that COLA is my favorite. It's really hard to find a bad cola flavor.
I could write more, but I'll put a sock in it for now!
GOOD LUCK, GUY! We're pulling for ya! IT GETS BETTER!!
BTW - I now use Ego batteries with Stardust cartos and Fluxomizers, as well as a Lavatube with a Vision Stone tank. I'm in GOOD shape, now, and have no desire for more gear...yet!