yah, six, i went through that similar "omg-am-almost-out
-panic" - and it truly WAS worse than the actual act of not smoking; but for me it only lasted a week or two. Immediately upon beginning vaping i went from 1.5 PAD down to about 5 smokes a day - but it took me another 12-13 days or so to finally give up the very last few 3-4 per day. I didn't force myself, I knew if I did it would only make it worse - I just went ahead and smoked my one or two here and there and let it be. Knowing I had already made a
huge improvement was really pleasing, I knew I was on my way.
(and so are you, keepsmiling... there are no rules - just do what works for you, whether you be easy with yourself and taper off slowly, or whether you must give yourself a definite "stop it!" date to make a clean break, either way you've already made a great improvement and it can only get better from here.)
I felt the familiar panic when my pack ran out, so I bought one more, and was so busy patting myself on the back for making it last
A WHOLE WEEK, lol, that i forgot to chastise myself for still smoking even a few, lol. Really though, I never did beat myself up about it; I just figured at some point the typical panic would just naturally subside; so when that last pack got low I told myself to just let it run out and do a trial run, and go to sleep with NO cigs in the house,

and see how it felt. I rationalised that I could always run down to the store if the panic hit, it's only 2 minutes away - and went to bed. Well imagine my utter surprise and joy when I woke up and... drum roll... no 'empty pack' panic! that was the first day I vaped with my coffee instead of smoking, after 18 years - and that was it.
