Do what you think YOU have to do........ And live with your decisions.......
I've been in this since November '08, and I've had a HUGE multitude of devices & juices & DIY juices.
Have I transitioned completely ??.. HELL NO !! I have personal issues & situations not the norm <--Read... EXCUSES !
Have I beat myself up over it ??.. Hell No !! I'm still under my original cigarette level and consider that positive !
Am I disappointed ??.. Of COURSE !! When I've helped sooo many with a basic introduction, and sometimes a gifted one, and seen how easy it was for THEM, I can't help but feel "inadequate" that I too can't make the same "commitment".
I've tried up to 48mg juice bursts in attempts to satisfy the cravings, but all I get is a headache with the head buzz but STILL get that need for a smoke anyways. I've tried different flavour attempts, and different flavours at different times of the day all with no success. I've tried setting deadlines, throwing away my cigarettes on hand, keeping a dirty ashtray to sniff when I desired one, throwing out everything "smoking" related. All to fall back and go buy another pack.
I've even tried snus.... sorry but keeping something under my lip has proven NOT FOR ME, and the odd time have accidentally swallowed the damn thing, lol, but found snus didn't fill that gap either.
I truly am thankful for both the e-cigs AND the community here to congratulate myself daily for my accomplishment of removing near 2 packs/day from my daily intake of tobacco, but I constantly bounce back and forth with 1/2 to a full pack a day (formally a 2-3 pack/day smoker for 4 years and a 1-2 pack/day for 32 years previous to that).
Do I know the answer ?? HELL NO again !... But I just keep trying and trying with the knowledge that SO MANY have managed to WIN.
No two people are alike..... and like anything else in this life, what's good for one is not necessarily good for another. Too many factors come into play... mental, physical, emotional, etc etc, the list goes on.
Even though I consider myself very strong willed (meaning a stubborn ole coot), in other games of life, this one has proven to be the most difficult FOR ME !
Will I keep trying ?? ABSOLUTELY !! The difference of "reduction" has been a positive experience for me without a doubt.
Will I WIN and beat this addiction COMPLETELY ?? Time will tell...... as it's ALL UP TO ME !! and I live and deal with MY decisions daily !!
Some take right to the e-cig (congrats), some people need a little push, others a medical scare, or more of a commitment or ultimatum. Those left are like myself... pigheaded or unable to commit to anything, or just left always wanting..... "something" that we feel we never achieve.
Are they LOSER's ?? NO !!.. they (we) just need to decide for themselves what they want in this existence and make efforts to gain it.
So..... all the best wish in YOUR decision(s), and we'll all be here to cheer you on with recognizing "YOUR" level of harm reduction.
THE END (lol... sorry for rambling without really making a point, THAT is one of many of MY personal issues due to injuries).
VapeON,
Greg