Well, y'all, I'm hanging in there by the hardest right now.  I worked overtime for a day, will be home for a couple, and then back out to another base and then another base to cover for people who are out.  Can we talk about a little stress???  You guys are right.  I've been VERY hard on myself, and right now I just can't do that and remain sane.  I haven't been at home long enough to get my hands on juice with a higher Nic level.  BUT, I refuse to give up on this journey, and somewhere down the line, it WILL get better.
	
		
			
		
		
	
			
			 
				
		 
 
		 
 
		 
 
		 
 
		 
 
		 
 
		 
 
		 
 
		 
 
		