There is a wealth of good folks out there that do much better work than I .. or at least, the quality of the work I used to do .. age, energy, pain, drive, hand trembling bouts, lack of inspiration, days of general melancholy, eye sight, etc, it's a Tale as Old as Time ..
Truth is, I've lost much of the Joy that comes with making something and watching it unfold, day by day .. Music and Instruments were my Life, for so long .. yet, I tossed aside other things that would have been much more rewarding and would have allowed me to bask in the glow, had I not been selfish and self-serving ..
Some days, like today, with Winter still holding a firm grip, my mind drifts into the Past ..