Let's see how I do after today. Monday we are closed and government checks will be paid today. So I'll have a busy Friday and then tonights home game, I'm going to try to go and see if it's any easier just being there "knowing" what is going on instead of worrying myself sick over what ifs.

I'll probably wait until halftime to go, I don't want to over do it. Jesus the games are tuff on me, half those kids are "mine", I have too many emotions and anxiousness, I don't want them getting hurt, I could really care less who wins.