I wish I could help. Honestly.
Girl, you got friends, right?
Don't keep it all in.
Talk to your best friends about it, ok?
Or somebody, who you can rely on.
It's very important.
When you talk somebody about it, you are dealing with it and you're helping yourself to heal.
Take contact, don't close in, ok?
Promise me that, even thou I'm just a random guy across the atlantic ocean. Ok?
But hey, how often one gets friendly advice half a way round the planet, not too shabby after all
I live in Finland. It's a nice place to be.
Monty python guys made a song about Finland.
Wanna hear it? Well, nevermind, I play it anyways
All of this is meant to distract you, in a way, so that you can see what is out there. You are still alive. That must mean something. That must mean, that your story is not over. You've got things to do.