Yes, I've mentioned it several times.
"Several" times?
LOL you are so getting a tie this Christmas with a card that says, "Be grateful it wasn't socks."
I'm glad you had a better day mine was eh well Walmart is done.
My doc may in fact be accurate. He told me like, talking Melatonin at bed time is fruitless because your brain starts making it at like, 5 hours before you go to bed. He told me to take way less like, before dinner time (I mean I was taking way less before that anyway than I was like 10 mg, I used to take like 3?6? IDK something.) I am feeling pretty darn loopy I must say it is not going to be a chore to crawl into bed.
He also may have an unrealistic expectation of my ability to tolerate suffering since I told him I dumped 30 mg of like, temazepam all at once which is a fairly high amount. I explained i was all befuddled from my coma like state induced by the 40 mg of melatonin and i was just like 'Um,... F it." So, like well, he was all enthused and I was like, "I'm not but whatever." I suppose I would have liked a pat on the back and a "GO GO benzo GIRL!" and to be left alone.... you know, for like a year. Instead I got a "Well since you are feeling so much less sedated and GOOD why don't we like DECREASE YOUR VALIUM by 2 mg a day!! Yay!!!
I gave him my best "You have got to be
kidding me
" and was like, "I don't think.... Um, since I am like SIX MONTHS AHEAD of schedule on the taper thing with the OTHER controlled substance and not even got my melatonin right like could we leave all that ALONE for say, holy God two weeks."
Then he was all assuring me this would all take place "over the course of a year." So like, I really wanted to say, "It will not happen at ALL if you can't figure something ELSE out bigshot." Also, "I am going to be tapering long acting benzos for a YEAR? Freaking GREAT."
Anna
