Dying naturally in its sleep without too much OTT medical intervention is kind of the best outcome for a pet if you ask me. That's sort of how it should be for them. But, I am very sorry and I don't blame you a bit for feeling the opposite of tough, even though you are. You deserve to feel untough for as LONG as you need to. I'm so sorry @FranC, you are one of those internet folks I have considered like family even though I've never met you.
We are ALL pulling for you. If there's anything you want, well, I will PM you.
Anna
We are ALL pulling for you. If there's anything you want, well, I will PM you.
Anna