I’m lacking motivation. I finally bathed and got dressed. I’m cutting grass and doing yard work today. Ugh
I'm thinking about trying a blueberry pipe tobacco:
Blueberry jam-cap-2%
Vanilla custard-cap-2%
AM4A-inw-2%
Any suggestions?
Blueberry jam-cap-2%
Vanilla custard-cap-2%
AM4A-inw-2%
Any suggestions?
No, no... I know what it is now, I just can’t recall why I bought WG when I already have malina???
I don't know the answer to that..........I have both also.
A little Bilberry or Boysenberry? Blueberry alone is hard to taste. IMO
Black Currant?
Good morning random folks.Have you any plans today?
I just woke up. I'm drinking coffee. The process of steeping just never continues to amaze me. I made a chocolate cake with toffee mix, and it was my first attempt at toffee and it was gross after 2 weeks but I was like I will steep it 2 more months and see. I'm tasting it now and it tastes good.
Sometimes with my new mixes I get impatient, I'm glad I have a steep not toss pile. I have been out of a good chocolate taste, so it's nice. In my precio.
I'm waking up with coffee and then doing notes that don't lock today. Then, I am crafting my letter and emailing it around. I'm also going to state I am so ANXIOUS by my handlers, I am refusing to come to work without acknowledgement, retraction and apology, I will be out on FMLA until they provide these things, including the fact I am whistleblowing although I don't trust whistleblowing lady so they're going to have to take a look pretty quick or I will dump it ALL on an outside agency, the government. ALL the way back to my supervisor lying about Douglas and also, Dr. Evil.
I'm done playing. I just am. With my location conversion to salary and my Short and LTD (mh is limited by 2 years, btw YAY I understand and hate that law) and my freaking SSDI which they give me WHENEVER I ask no questions (they know, I go back to work) I can finish out 2 years making just as much as I am now although that' s not exactly my desire. Although I get so may emails about setting up a private practice in Douglas, I could just freaking DO THAT. Or go wherever anyone wants me to go. My mom suggested CO, but I was like, "Mom. You know my kid needs to be on his own, and I love you, but with Ted and our family you KNOW what happens."
The only good news is we may have found a contractor who can make the house lame, but new and all, potentially mostly within our budget even.
We aren't going back to Tucson but I have always wanted a private practice BECAUAE of the crud that happens to me in health care facilities. As all of you know by my time on ECF, I elicit strong emotions in some people. Oddly enough, not with my PATIENTS I have a lower than usual hatred quotient there, but I'm super highly trained and also psycho myself so I understand.
Sigh. There are options I guess, but I really.... It all sucks. The husband is being so nice, I know it's really bad.
In fact, it is.
Anna
Yeah I am not happy about this, but I have to take a stand somewhere. I just have lost the ability to swallow it any of it, but like I said, I have things I can do and I'm doing them. Including some FMLA because like, I JUST can't go in there and get fired.
I am not enjoying life lately and like THANK GOD I have Adderall. I might not even do my notes today, just freaking put together a TIME LINE, and gather documents. Because if they tell me to eat it, I am going to have to submit to the ECOE. It takes forever, I will be long gone, but I have rights. I'm getting kind of tired. Rushing to finish notes I can do the couple days on FMLA I will have until they show their true colors seems silly somehow. This is more important than opening a FEW NOTES.
Etc.
I just gotta figure out who in the chain of command I submit all this too which avoids Crazy Rights lady as she is like the OPPOSITE of um, impartial, and so I should probably get ready my timeline, and then sock it to whomever. The good news is they ALL know I am disabled and etc.
It makes the harassment worse for them.
I'm not enjoying life but honestly, my dream was always a private practice maybe here is where I could do it because I would NOT be hurting for patients. There are places that will set you up with all the hard stuff and I'm already credentialed (as a group but still) with every insurance known to mankind.
You know what though? This is NOT EVEN the worst shape my life has ever been in, not even CLOSE.
I really hate it, and I hate to complain but I believe it is FAR PAST TIME. There is a REASON my head doc practically BEGGED to me submit and internal complaint about my doc and other things. THEN, they control it.
I really hate knowing the things I do and having to do the things I must, but surely I can do them, I am not happy with things as they are.
So, my course was decided for me. When I saw that pathetic note, I just knew... Anna, they are READYING themselves, it is TIME.
Anna
I am not enjoying life lately and like THANK GOD I have Adderall. I might not even do my notes today, just freaking put together a TIME LINE, and gather documents. Because if they tell me to eat it, I am going to have to submit to the ECOE. It takes forever, I will be long gone, but I have rights. I'm getting kind of tired. Rushing to finish notes I can do the couple days on FMLA I will have until they show their true colors seems silly somehow. This is more important than opening a FEW NOTES.
Etc.
I just gotta figure out who in the chain of command I submit all this too which avoids Crazy Rights lady as she is like the OPPOSITE of um, impartial, and so I should probably get ready my timeline, and then sock it to whomever. The good news is they ALL know I am disabled and etc.
It makes the harassment worse for them.
I'm not enjoying life but honestly, my dream was always a private practice maybe here is where I could do it because I would NOT be hurting for patients. There are places that will set you up with all the hard stuff and I'm already credentialed (as a group but still) with every insurance known to mankind.
You know what though? This is NOT EVEN the worst shape my life has ever been in, not even CLOSE.
I really hate it, and I hate to complain but I believe it is FAR PAST TIME. There is a REASON my head doc practically BEGGED to me submit and internal complaint about my doc and other things. THEN, they control it.
I really hate knowing the things I do and having to do the things I must, but surely I can do them, I am not happy with things as they are.
So, my course was decided for me. When I saw that pathetic note, I just knew... Anna, they are READYING themselves, it is TIME.
Anna
You're a smart gal, Anna. Just make sure you're head is screwed on right before making any decisions
I’m sitting here doing nothing. I really should mix my new recipes but lazy is winning.Maybe making the bottle labels will give me energy......or not.
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