Aww you guys are so sweet. In one of my first mature acts like, I read a couple posts and I was like dood you want me to get ANOTHER PSYCHIATRIST, they cost a LOT YOU KNOW!!! And I was like, life is too damn short sometimes, and was like "OMG I swore I would never ignore anyone!" but I was like, "No, some things should just be ignored. Like this guy in a three piece suit I saw this one time, and his three poor perfect children behind him noting dog poo on the ground and stating firmly but calmly as he stepped around it, "Mind the feces, children."
I thought LOOONG and I thought HARD about what I might say to that gentleman and his poor kiddos but I was also too distracted in trying to not LAUGH aloud because those kiddos life was hard enough.
Then I thought about ramifications and was like, "Life is too short." LOL. I pretended as if the gentleman were the poo, only snorting now and then. But, THEN I got to hear nice things about me. Thanks and
@Bronze LOL hearing your wise words were like the equivalent of my older brother saying, "I don't hate you ENTIRELY Anna." Only smarter. IDK, he might utter them over my grave as doves fly over only I'd rather have a command like "release the HOUNDS!!" Or coyotes. Seems better somehow.
The floors are clean I even did the dishes and like I found a place to stay in Show Low for the princely sum of 49 dollars. ALSO, Sunday to Monday I think. I didn't do yoga but if I get to bed on time I might be able to coax a massage outa the husband. Tomorrow is another day.
I just mention that because when I called my mom to cry she mentioned it Scarlett O'Hara style. I was like "Mom, that was NOT an OPTIMISTIC utterance, the chick just realized she drove the good dood away AT LAST and for some spineless wimpy guy who probably didn't even know how to (I did not use the F word to my mom.)"
She just snorted and said, "You don't need a man to be happy." I couldn't argue it really to be fair. I thought it was a tragic like statement of despair like, as in, "I just failed at life completely but I refuse to change my thinking." My mom said she was using it in the "tomorrow is another
day," sort of literal kind of sense. I was like well mom if you wanted to say that, there is a better saying like it is called "One day at a time" and in rehab I used to stare at it and hate it and she laughed. She laughed harder when like I well, I pointed out like, she was talking to a Phil/English lit major and in a fit of enthusiasm like, decided to use one of my Faulkner prof's early "writings" which was a literary analysis on Gone with The Wind and Apply it to like, David Foster Wallace and he really shut up the discussion of my paper very fast.
I just kinda figured he wanted to spend more like times in well, spending time on the folks who were to be externally examined by other experts in their fields the next day it never occurred to me he was EMBARRASSED but like, well he was probably. I am sure there was a time Gone with the Wind was considered literary fiction not romantic comedy and I DID have fun with some of my professors statements and comparing them to the levitating "meditator of athletes" who lived on tennis player sweat and would come out with aphorisms for them.
I feel awful now. LOL. Almost bedtime. It's like I was the student equivalent of the dog of ours who came happily waving tail flapping to show off my poo I had not buried well enough due to the swarms of mosquitos, like biting me ALL OVER.[
If I could do a parody song it would be "If I knew it then I should a put a rock on it." Beyoncé song or however it goes. Yeah I was JUST like the DOG.
OH retrograde embarrassment y'all.
Anna
So looking to my own home was awesome today.
Anna