I’m going to take a second try at it and see if I get any more out.
The husband claims he saved the lives of all my bio family members. None of us knew that was possible let alone
recommended. Course, my family has skill in things we were interested in which did non include dryers .Maybe the kid would have figured it out, he's into objects.
Man, my cracked phone ain't looking good. I have a FULL warranty on it but I don't want to bug the husband at this juncture. He's at that letter and I have stuff to do.
I woke up at 10:30 and I think I coulda slept longer. I feel fairly peaceful and for the first time in over five weeks my temp was totally normal FOR me, 97.6. I read somewhere the average human temperature has declined to around 97.8 or so. No idea what that means.
I HAVE to do a couple applications before they close and then... Well, I am gonna do some research. If I get time I will do a bit of yoga. I feel calmer somehow.
I am not going to be optimistic or pessimistic about this. I will take no Advil I am taking Zinc and vitamins etc. I am not going to be like, "I am getting better" or "I am getting worse." I am just gonna be "This is today" and it's a good time for gratitude so I am going to do so for myself and others. Thank you to all folks who have been supportive and kind on this
thread. Thank you to veterans all, as I BELIEVE in borders and sovereignty and USA soldiers who have defended not just this nation but many, many others. Thank goodness I feel better today and I have a plan of attack.
And thank goodness for ECF who has allowed me to hang out while not very um ,smart? Well? Happy?
I don't feel rushed even I am still waking up and the day will pass as it does. I am not pulling the trigger on my Keflax I would have to plunge deeper into the abyss pretty far for that, but I am no fan of the later generation Quinoline abx they suck. I am taking Zinc although.... Well, whatever.
In any case, whether the cigarette was good or bad for me, meh, I am okay with it. It was awesome. I am back to
vaping this morning. I don't really feel like a cigarette is gonna do much either way but it certainly WAS FANTASTIC..
When I get to the point in my head where I am going to smoke well I make sure to ENJOY it. I did not quit smoking because I hated cigarettes I still freaking love them. I stopped because of health reasons and like,
vaping works. There are simply times I get rebellious and mad enough to do it and those intervals lengthen all the time. The husband has found a new blend for the injector machine it was the BOMB.
As is my Rhubarb French toast it is settling down a bit.
Anna