In my effort to ah, make mixing great again I actually was organized THIS week enough to like, get my work done, read BACK a bit in the
thread,, etc. etc. I even set up a session with my DUMB as rocks doc who is acting DUMB because he doesn't want to call pharmacologists for me. I DO want to call them but they all say crud like Oh, bring your 800 dollars and MAYBE he will talk to you during your initial evaluation. He broke me, I moved he can darn well fix me or provide meds for life.
I swear.
So anyway he found me the ONE CRAPPY psychopharmacologies in WV and suggested I call him. I told him to stop doctor reading and to READ my email and I was not asking HIM to recommend me doctors, I found HIM did I not, I would provide him with a list of oh, say 20 and like, HE could just move on down the list until he found one who is like, "Okay I will see your patient."
I think I'm getting over the Ambien w/d Heh. They are providing me with like a cofacilitator and I thought she was a psychologist so she was gonna suck (and no offense psychologists but you suck) but many DO suck but she is a SW and if you could come up with someone even LESS like my predecessor (as in bubbly, cheerful and all nutz) you would have to try hard. She was like a character of me. in a nice way, and whatnot. LOL.
I explained how all they were hating ATM (when people stay in one job for oh. 14 years, that happens) well you have a bumpy ride. She was like "I HAD THE SAME THING." She was like asking about my groups and I said I was structured due to being a DBT therapist but I was also trained in psychodrama techniques so to follow where I led like, if the group were being really annoying and monosyllabic, I might turn to her and say in a drone, "Hey co-facilitator you want to have a conversation in group about drugs which means nothing because it contains nothing," and we would role play that for a few minutes,, like, until they got the hint and then we would turn at the same instant and swivel and like eh...stare them down like lasers. She seemed fine with it.
IDK I told the head SW I had 9 group members and 3 individual sessions the other day ;She looked like she was gonna vomit. I thought it was not bad for like. COVID and groups having to be small and NO actual caseload. I said nothing. I still have not gotten my former therapist's caseload due to IT.
Because, I have identified government management strategy. THEY ONLY want to hear good stuff. They don't want to hear bad stuff, or problems they do not want to fix.
This is the reason the government sucks. I sort of half-attended the SW group meeting and it was just all talking about more meetings and pats on the back.
My favorite scheduler is the most passive aggressive person I have EVER met. To be fair her mom named her "(UO{GIJ"EIOJGPOWR}OG" only harder to pronounce, any time you make a request she says, "I DON'T UNDERSTAND YOU." Or, "I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT YOU MEAN."
Then you send again, and it sits.
Today I had enough, I shouted back, "NEVER MIND I GAVE IT TO YOUR SUPERVISOR TO COMPLETE." She was like "OKAY."
So she might just be dumb but she also started a scheduling "group" called "Mental Health Gurus" which has a sort of religious connotation to it and they are HARDLY freaking gurus. I may find a way to add her to my every request to her supervisor and then sort of dually type "NEVER MIND YOU ARE SLOW AS A WET WEEK" but you know. don't know how far I want to go in writing either. She is rude, she doesn't acknowledge you when you say hello, she ASKED me my clinic groups and I was like, "Um... is your job title scheduler? Don't you think you should-----sigh. Clinic 1, clinic 2. clinc 3/."
She is dumb. Dumb like a fox alright. I will figure her out ONE DAY.;
Anna