CBT don't do very much, Marijuana does too little.
I totally forgot about the whole too much Melatonin messing with you. 30 is still too much but I felt way better. This is because my brain is going to have to adjust to like, the reduction. I will go back to what I was on, gonna try 25 tonight.
I am glad I felt better because I had my meeting with my supervisor and well, uh, my union rep who looked shocked and was like "MY SUPERVISOR'S NAME?" I was like, "My employer background checked me, I am WELL within my rights to like, check him out a simple google search did the trick."
Anyway he "does not recall" (LOL nice) pacing with clenched fists and I was just like "I bet." He told me about his single mom and his 75 aunts and his two grandmothers and his wife none of whom he would every purposefully threaten. I was like, "Dude, I don't really need the family saga I am talking about now, and you trust me to run and maintain a program and like ALSO be all wrong about you getting up to find a BOOK? Well, I am going to accept you at your word... for now but ah, well I don't think you REALLY want a background check by me do you?"
Anywhoo we are copacetic he says I was demanding and all like "THIS CAN'T happen again."
I was like, so wanting to say, "You have to be firm with offenders, so YES." I was like um, supervisor look at what DID HAPPEN? Do you want it to happen again?" Anyway he says the "second I found out" I called him "the new supervisor" instead of "his name" I never called him the "new supervisor" I said he "Was new" and I knew it from day one because the other one had to show him what to do and like, there were certain people who had been nice and helpful because I WAS new and like, explaining his error," but I would be happy calling him by his Jail, I mean "Real" name.
So yeah I guess our union rep was able to sort of get us to like not physically want to attack each other and whatever.
Dude, that guy SO needed a MALE parent just saying.
In any case so yeah whatever and etc.. I am tired. My damn NEW SUPERVISOR did not even put in my MANDATORY overtime which like, well, he is SUPPOSED to do. Sheesh. I mean ,I CANNOT. So it's late.
Work for the government. Do it. I dare you. Have you know, morals and ethics and WHATEVER because I don't even think my manager is REALLY the problem the head of SW is kinda a snake, yeah.
Better the poison you can see coming. I still wish I could gift him a few IQ points, or maybe loan them I need mine!
For saying! You RAISED your melatonin doofus, LOWER IT.
This is why I know the mentally ill need ethical care. We are bad at it for ourselves.
Anna
I totally forgot about the whole too much Melatonin messing with you. 30 is still too much but I felt way better. This is because my brain is going to have to adjust to like, the reduction. I will go back to what I was on, gonna try 25 tonight.
I am glad I felt better because I had my meeting with my supervisor and well, uh, my union rep who looked shocked and was like "MY SUPERVISOR'S NAME?" I was like, "My employer background checked me, I am WELL within my rights to like, check him out a simple google search did the trick."
Anyway he "does not recall" (LOL nice) pacing with clenched fists and I was just like "I bet." He told me about his single mom and his 75 aunts and his two grandmothers and his wife none of whom he would every purposefully threaten. I was like, "Dude, I don't really need the family saga I am talking about now, and you trust me to run and maintain a program and like ALSO be all wrong about you getting up to find a BOOK? Well, I am going to accept you at your word... for now but ah, well I don't think you REALLY want a background check by me do you?"
Anywhoo we are copacetic he says I was demanding and all like "THIS CAN'T happen again."
I was like, so wanting to say, "You have to be firm with offenders, so YES." I was like um, supervisor look at what DID HAPPEN? Do you want it to happen again?" Anyway he says the "second I found out" I called him "the new supervisor" instead of "his name" I never called him the "new supervisor" I said he "Was new" and I knew it from day one because the other one had to show him what to do and like, there were certain people who had been nice and helpful because I WAS new and like, explaining his error," but I would be happy calling him by his Jail, I mean "Real" name.
So yeah I guess our union rep was able to sort of get us to like not physically want to attack each other and whatever.
Dude, that guy SO needed a MALE parent just saying.
In any case so yeah whatever and etc.. I am tired. My damn NEW SUPERVISOR did not even put in my MANDATORY overtime which like, well, he is SUPPOSED to do. Sheesh. I mean ,I CANNOT. So it's late.
Work for the government. Do it. I dare you. Have you know, morals and ethics and WHATEVER because I don't even think my manager is REALLY the problem the head of SW is kinda a snake, yeah.
Better the poison you can see coming. I still wish I could gift him a few IQ points, or maybe loan them I need mine!
For saying! You RAISED your melatonin doofus, LOWER IT.
This is why I know the mentally ill need ethical care. We are bad at it for ourselves.
Anna
