Stress smoking was my hardest thing to stamp out. I had no idea I was a stress smoker.... The last few cigarettes I smoked were ONLY due to stress and I found myself thinking, as I smoked it, "Man, this is horrible for me... Is this the cigarette that's going to kill me? I hope so HURRY UP, darn it."
I eventually figured out that I could simply pray to die without actually smoking and achieve a similar effect... But, that's also what my "special" WTA
tank is for. LOL. I HATE STRESS SMOKING!!!!!!!! (Doing it or not doing it). Okay, I guess it's stress that I hate. But, I hate not being able to stress smoke, either! Although, I decided LONG ago that if I didn't stamp out every cigarette, I would be a smoker enough to ruin any long term health gains.
I'm fairly certain if my husband died, or my kid, I would go back to smoking for an unspecified period of time, but since neither has happened yet, I try not to think about it. LOL.
A person who hates stress has no need for "imaginary" stress...
Anna