Here's an anecdotal story: I started vaping and quit smoking nearly a year ago. I used 12mg nicotine for quite a while, then tapered off to 6mg, then 3mg, then 0. I vaped nicotine-free juice for about 2 months. I really can't put my finger on it, but I just didn't seem like the same person. The way I felt was akin to what I imagine a mild case of depression would be like. I didn't miss the nicotine, but that was the only thing in my life that had changed. Recently, I went back to vaping 6mg nicotine liquid. I feel like an entirely new person. I feel like myself again. I don't know if it's bad for me or not, but I see myself using nicotine for the rest of my life. If it is relevant, I'm 48 years old, and smoked cigarettes for 32 years before quitting.
Wow! Reading your post was like "Looking in a mirror"!
46, Smoked for 32 years... I've been vaping exclusively for two years now, 0mg since mid summer and never really missed it. I certainly don't "crave" it anymore.
But... I noticed as well that I just haven't been myself either. There are days at work where I would find myself sitting in the editing bay just staring at the video clips and re-reading the script over and over again but I just couldn't put them together fluidly, it was hard to stay focused on what I was doing.
Recently (Late September maybe?) I stumbled on an old bottle of 12mg Perique juice in my desk. I loved the stuff back in the day so I dripped a few drops on top of my juice in the RDA and just took a nice long vape on it. It was like the old days of heading outside to have a quick smoke and clear my mind. A few more drops, vape away and I felt refreshed and sharp again.
So I still vape 0mg for the most part, but I always have a dripper can of nic for those times that I need to just pause and clear my mind. It's not every day, but 2 or 3 times a week I find myself bumping up the nic briefly to stay focused on the job at hand.



