For me, it was a combination of things. Some of the motivating factors were purely superficial and some more meaningful. I had been smoking for 20 years. Heavily for 15. Most people are shocked to learn I'm not in my 20's, much less that I'm 35. I invested/cared for myself in just about every way except smoking. I have avoided the sun most of my life, buy organic foods, exercised sometimes as often as twice a day, and went for annual botox/Juvederm injections to address the tell tale signs of aging creeping up on me. But....none of it made any sense at all if I was slowly killing myself. It seems to ridiculous to me now, in fact, to have spent so much money reversing the aging process while smoking a pack a day. My boyfriend and son HATED my smoking habit and worried for my health, but I was actually afraid of quitting. I felt as if I was too far gone and it was literally out of my control at that point. The fear of cancerous cells growing in my body actually began to keep me awake at night. For several months leading up to ordering my first ecig kit, I would suffer from insomnia just wondering how much damage the last pack of cigarettes had done to my lungs. I would just toss and turn in bed until 4:00am, worrying about my son. Would he become a smoker? How would his life suffer if I was too sick or dying from cancer to be available for him? How could I keep smoking, knowing that I would be shortening my time with him? My thinking was definitely becoming obsessive and I felt completely consumed with dread and guilt.
As a last ditch effort, I decided to order a 510 kit, with no prior experience with disposable models. I had done my research and just knew they wouldn't cut it. My expectations were low, but felt as if I had to show my loved ones I was willing to make some sort of effort to help myself. Honestly, I fully intended to supplement my new found vaping with analogs when there was no one around to complain. Long story short....from the first puff off an ecig I knew I could quit. I knew it would be enough. After 24 hours of steady vaping, I tried an analog just for comparison, felt nauseated, stamped it out and haven't touched one since more than two years later.
So. My reasons were about 20/80 vanity and absurd contradictions/anxiety and guilt regarding parenting.