I smoked for over 20 years. Full-time, pack a day for 20 years. I tried so many times and ways. I always told myself I'd finally quit when my wife got pregnant. I did. Then she had a miscarriage, and we stopped at the store on the way home from the doctor's office to buy a pack (she quit when we found out she was pregnant). We've had 2 beautiful daughters since, 2 1/2 years old and 2 months old. I told myself I'd quit when our first was born because I never wanted her to see me smoking. How'd I get around that? I never smoked around her.
I work(ed) in college athletics. I've had to hide my habit. I'm 37 and it felt like I was 16 in high school. I lost my job and was a strong candidate for a new one. I knew that job would have zero tolerance for my smoking habit. They couldn't fire me for it, but it wouldn't be good. I also didn't want to get into the whole where do I hide, how do I cover up the smell better, etc.
During the application process, I kept seeing Steven Dorf slinging ecigs. I figured it wouldn't work, just like everything else, but I'd give it a shot. I bought a Blu disposable and an Njoy One disposable. The Njoy didn't work, but the Blu showed promise. I used it during some temp work, but I had to chain smoke 2 cigs once I got around the corner, then had another about 15 minutes later. I guess I had to play catch up.
I thought about the Blu starter kit and started looking up
reviews. They were all suspect, as were every other brand's
reviews. So I looked for a forum, figuring there were people out there using this stuff who'd know what they were talking about. Asked questions and did my research here. I decided on a Halo Triton starter kit.
The Triton kit arrived on a Thursday afternoon. I tried it immediately. I had one cigarette before bed that night. The next day, I had 3 cigarettes - one in the morning, one after dinner, and one before bed. I realized that day that I didn't need them. I thought to myself "let's see if I can get through tomorrow without a cigarette." Except for one day where I ran out of juice, I haven't had a single cigarette. That day was torture; my cigarettes tasted like inhaling camp fire and licking an ash tray. My last 3 cigarettes that day had me dry heaving the entire cigarettes. I kept asking myself how I even started in the first place.
I was very ...... about not getting that job; they hired someone who hasn't finished their degree yet over me. I've got 2 master's degrees and 12 years of experience. A friend who knows them well said the person who interviewed me's boss nixed his recommendation of me so they could save money on the salary. But there's a positive in all that - I quit smoking.