I can only wish you the best, but I would reconsider. Check your math(s). at 3.50 a pack a day that's 98 dollars a month for smokes (Plus the fancy health benefits that will cost you MUCH MUCH MORE down the road) If you feel that even 100 extra dollars every 6 months for a mod is too much, consider the cost to "cure" cancer. Or perhaps the cost to have emphysema, or COPD, or heart disease, or a failing kidney, or continued diabetes.
No one can force you to be ready to switch. Only you can be ready. It took me several attempts to fully get off those sticks, but I never stopped vaping. I just kept slowly replacing places I smoked with the PV instead until one day it all just worked itself out. (short version)
There is so much I actually want to say, but can't - I keep deleting it over and over. I want to share the costs between smoking and vaping. Tell you about all those great deals online, the availability of DIY tutorials, informative videos, step by step written guides with pictures.
The point is.... the world is at your finger tips(Internet). If you want it bad enough you will find a way. We (all of us here) try to help everyone we can, and it's not easy - hell sometimes it's down right frustrating, but we still try, but there is one thing you have to do first - commit yourself to your decision. Even if you fail every single day, there is eventually a small victory, and soon those small victories end up being larger victories. But you have to start somewhere.
Cost isn't truly an issue here. Not in the grand scheme of things.
We will be here whether you Smoke or Vape because it's just what we do.
Keep trying!
