oooohhhhh Thanks Erised I was just thinking I need a refil! Good Morning!
Good Morning! Love your new banner!
oooohhhhh Thanks Erised I was just thinking I need a refil! Good Morning!
Different things work for different people. I tried the no ciggies in the house. It made me a crazed woman and made me panic. Therefore, crazed run to the store, and then chain smoking and then shameful feelings and beating myself up. I did that two times and saw a pattern so I stuck a pack in a drawer. I got as close to holding a ciggie in my right hand and vaping with my left for over 20 minutes or a half hour a couple of times in that first 10 days. I always put the cigarette back in the pack. If it was not for this thread and my great friends here, it would have been another smoke and beating myself up repeatedly.
Good for you on the banner and your 4 days.


Shari you have motivated me to do the banner! It is going to be extra motivation to not pick up that cig and smoke so I don't mess up my count. I don't know how you can have a open pack and not smoke, you are one strong woman!!

And I can see it is quite an impressive banner and very pretty numbers, my girl. Now start putting that money saved into a jar so in a month or two you can buy yourself a new pretty/shiney toy!
Oooooh, pretty/shiny toys, yay!Greetings and salutations. Thank you so much for a thread like this....... now that i said I want to get things off my chest that have been gnawing at me for a long time now. When you read this i want you to know that yes it sounds stranger then fiction but it has actually happened. This post is going to come off really strong and may offend some, but there is more to this story that i really do not care to elaborate on. There are going to be spelling mistakes...please look past those....i am horrid at typing and using firefox with linux right now there is no built in spell check
It never cease's to amazing me how when someone has a problem and vaping is not working for them, the issue is quietly swept under the rug and the offender is "muscled" out of the community......being it dragging their name through the mud, or going through months to a year old in posts just so as you can give them a warning....a good case and point is....how many times do you see (where vaping is being discussed) the topic of juice allergies? Again it is hushed and swept under the rug.
Before someone wants to try and debunk this, you should note that i go for regular check ups with the doctor and he knos fully my e-cigarette use (at the time)....and after a year + of straight e-cigarette use i suddenly ran into problems like horrid sleep apnea...even waking apnea....yes i would litterllay be sitting at my desk working and stop breathing (comforting huh?).
It was not more then three days AFTER i went to see the Doc and again he said my lungs where a little funky but it was the final push to get the cigarettes out (bare in mind i was a smoker for 25 years)..odd....but all right..I mean there was no warning it was going to happen......that day seemed to go great.....I was actually able to lay down as well with no issue and get some sleep......but when i wake up and i am having a mild heart attach and with testing they find out it was do to e-cigarettes......and through mot a healthy alternative,.....i should go back to smoking i tend to follow the Doc's advice.
I sold off my gear (except for two ego batteries one of which will not charge, and a vivi nova tank). I went as far as emailing one popular vaping show host and to my amazement that too was swept under the rug.....why? well how dare there be something negative said about e-cigarettes.
Now i am not pointing the finger at any one (either in particular expressed or implied), I am not hoping to scour the forums for a PIF (lord knows i send way more then my fair share of those and got stung, and the one time i went to collect one got stung again), i am here getting things off my chest that yes.....it is very real AND very clear that for some e-cigarette use does NOT work......then more this comunity as a whole tries to sweep it under the rug the more it is going to come back and bite then hard in the
Honestly i hardly hang around ECF due to the reason mentioned above and and even though as i write this i am trying to ignore the call of the cigarettes at the store.....why? Because somethimes i wounder what went wrong......and hey i loved going to emerg so much why not try this thing caled vaping again.....after all it is clearly all in my head with what happened......right? Well that and i am amazed that if you are not out there being a commenter on the vaping show(s), if you are not here in ECF raving and talking about how you cannot get the latest gear that everyone tells you to get then you are a free thinking and that means......~gasp~ you are the dreaded "ant"
Either way i stopped by on y way to play a mech 'role play' on second life and seen the Op had made a thread like this, so as much as i hate to say it i thought it was the best spot to rant and get things out in the open, PLUS tell the Op that they have some real brass tax for starting a thread like this and i admire that.
= - ~ Gets off my ranting soap box and notes it is time to get the pilot flight suit on to kick some shinny metal A......ermm yeah...~ - =
I think I do better when there are none in the house. When they are here they call to me ... it's that same plaintive cry that I used to hear from the Cheese Cake in the middle of the night.
Good morning fine people. I see we got a new friend overnight! *waves to Karen*
And congrats to jessermay on 4 days! Today's day 12 for me![]()
Maybe today should be Banner Day! Congrats on your 12 days. Good job!
Good morning fine people. I see we got a new friend overnight! *waves to Karen*
And congrats to jessermay on 4 days! Today's day 12 for me![]()
Greetings and salutations. Thank you so much for a thread like this....... now that i said I want to get things off my chest that have been gnawing at me for a long time now. When you read this i want you to know that yes it sounds stranger then fiction but it has actually happened. This post is going to come off really strong and may offend some, but there is more to this story that i really do not care to elaborate on. There are going to be spelling mistakes...please look past those....i am horrid at typing and using firefox with linux right now there is no built in spell check
Either way i stopped by on y way to play a mech 'role play' on second life and seen the Op had made a thread like this, so as much as i hate to say it i thought it was the best spot to rant and get things out in the open, PLUS tell the Op that they have some real brass tax for starting a thread like this and i admire that.
= - ~ Gets off my ranting soap box and notes it is time to get the pilot flight suit on to kick some shinny metal A......ermm yeah...~ - =
Congratulations Jess, I know you must feel proud! Keep up the good workShari you have motivated me to do the banner! It is going to be extra motivation to not pick up that cig and smoke so I don't mess up my count. I don't know how you can have a open pack and not smoke, you are one strong woman!!
Greetings and salutations. Thank you so much for a thread like this.......
i should go back to smoking i tend to follow the Doc's advice. Either way i stopped by on y way to play a mech 'role play' on second life and seen the Op had made a thread like this, so as much as i hate to say it i thought it was the best spot to rant and get things out in the open, PLUS tell the Op that they have some real brass tax for starting a thread like this and i admire that.
= - ~ Gets off my ranting soap box and notes it is time to get the pilot flight suit on to kick some shinny metal A......ermm yeah...~ - =
Congratulations to you also Notorious! Vape on & show us YOUR bannerGood morning fine people. I see we got a new friend overnight! *waves to Karen*
And congrats to jessermay on 4 days! Today's day 12 for me![]()
WooHoo!! congrats on day 12!