Well, interesting reading on this thread. Part of me thinks this thread should be let slide down into the ether and another thinks it's healthy to have these kind of threads at the forefront.
I personally went off-topic, and will stay off-topic now
, but I have a lot of reading to do, and will do it.
I sought out this forum because I freaked out when I heard about Diacetyl et al. An alarm went off in my head that demanded to know why I have been so willing to accept anything positive about vaping and so irritated to even hear anything that contradicts this. This is because I know I'm an addict. I know this is an emotional problem, not just a substance one, and I know I personally really, really, need to watch this. I can't be trusted to act rationally and, literally, this matter is serious as cancer.
I should have started a new thread because I think I just have three questions I wanted answered. And they're not fact based.
1) Who protects me (the good, rational, mature, thinking me) from me the addict? The addict who, while posting on this thread espousing the virtues of flavourless liquid and highlighting the possible (probable/definite in some cases) hazardous dangers of flavours, was vaping a tank of DIY Pchela's, already rationalising how he's going to go through the 150ml of flavours he just brewed at the rate of 2:1 flavourless and then 3:1 etc. as a reduction method, despite having the resolve of Job just 2 days before.
2) Who protects me (the good me) from them? Who protects me from the profit-seeking, socially unconscious, health violating and possibly even sociopathic companies, industries and authorities who would gladly deny the positive benefits of vaping were it more profitable for them to do so. But also who protects me from vaping companies whose motive may also be profit. Who may use misleading language and conceal information and engage in dangerous known or unknown practices to the detriment of my personal health. Either through malicious intent or just plain, and even excusable, ignorance.
3)Lastly, who protects me (the good me) from you (other addicts)? Who protects me from people who are as irrational as I can be when it comes to vaping. Who assume causality when it's not there. Who make analogies to prove points that are completely separate. Who use personal short-term experience as undeniable empirical proof. Who, like me, so desperately want vaping to be everything that we hope it is will always bend that little bit of fact, make that small leap of faith, grant that small credence, to matters where were they regarding other issues they may be significantly more reserved.
If the answer to all three questions is "Me", this is a serious problem. For me. One, because in this matter, as an addict, I can't do this. I don't have the control, competence or ability. And two, because this means I'm operating outside of the law and that's not a safe a place to be. Especially not in a matter so important to my health.
I don't expect these questions to be answered, just getting them straight in my own head. A forum's probably not the best place to do this, but it's only the internet.
I personally went off-topic, and will stay off-topic now
I sought out this forum because I freaked out when I heard about Diacetyl et al. An alarm went off in my head that demanded to know why I have been so willing to accept anything positive about vaping and so irritated to even hear anything that contradicts this. This is because I know I'm an addict. I know this is an emotional problem, not just a substance one, and I know I personally really, really, need to watch this. I can't be trusted to act rationally and, literally, this matter is serious as cancer.
I should have started a new thread because I think I just have three questions I wanted answered. And they're not fact based.
1) Who protects me (the good, rational, mature, thinking me) from me the addict? The addict who, while posting on this thread espousing the virtues of flavourless liquid and highlighting the possible (probable/definite in some cases) hazardous dangers of flavours, was vaping a tank of DIY Pchela's, already rationalising how he's going to go through the 150ml of flavours he just brewed at the rate of 2:1 flavourless and then 3:1 etc. as a reduction method, despite having the resolve of Job just 2 days before.
2) Who protects me (the good me) from them? Who protects me from the profit-seeking, socially unconscious, health violating and possibly even sociopathic companies, industries and authorities who would gladly deny the positive benefits of vaping were it more profitable for them to do so. But also who protects me from vaping companies whose motive may also be profit. Who may use misleading language and conceal information and engage in dangerous known or unknown practices to the detriment of my personal health. Either through malicious intent or just plain, and even excusable, ignorance.
3)Lastly, who protects me (the good me) from you (other addicts)? Who protects me from people who are as irrational as I can be when it comes to vaping. Who assume causality when it's not there. Who make analogies to prove points that are completely separate. Who use personal short-term experience as undeniable empirical proof. Who, like me, so desperately want vaping to be everything that we hope it is will always bend that little bit of fact, make that small leap of faith, grant that small credence, to matters where were they regarding other issues they may be significantly more reserved.
If the answer to all three questions is "Me", this is a serious problem. For me. One, because in this matter, as an addict, I can't do this. I don't have the control, competence or ability. And two, because this means I'm operating outside of the law and that's not a safe a place to be. Especially not in a matter so important to my health.
I don't expect these questions to be answered, just getting them straight in my own head. A forum's probably not the best place to do this, but it's only the internet.
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