I was just the opposite. I knew if I had any, I would find a reason ( any reason would do) to smoke them. So I resisted the urge to buy another pack. It became a game of sorts- sometimes it was no big deal, other times it was a huge temptation...but I knew if I bought them, I had thrown away any progress I had made and it was back to square one. I dreamed about smoking them, and would wake up so ...... at myself....then realize it was a dream and I hadn't lost any ground. *Happy dance*. This still happens to me on occasion.I think I’m stuck in a transition phase. If I have them, I smoke them. If I don’t have them, I’m panicking about not having them. And round and round I go.
I don’t have any now, and haven’t had any since Thursday, and I’m panicking. It’s a really messed up thing that your brain goes through. I have much respect for anyone who has been through this or drug/alcohol addiction. I’m a well educated, accomplished, productive member of society. And yet it’s HARD for me to get a grip on myself. It sounds ridiculous, which is why I think this forum is so helpful. You guys get it. Thank you for sharing your experience with me!
It took me longer to reprogram my brain than to reprogram my body, but I got there. Today is 5 years without a cigarette, and I am DAMN proud of it! If I can give it up after 40+ years, you can too.
Be strong, it pays off in the long run.