Hello... I’m feeling bothered and disgruntled and thought I’d turn to you guys for help.
I’m still smoking. Much less than I was, but smoking none the less.
I’m loving vaping, and I keep my vape with me constantly. I have some awesome flavors that taste amazing. I have devices that are good enough for me. I have the ok from my CFO (husband) to buy whatever I need whenever I need it. (He’s a non smoker). I have all the motivation, as my mom is actively dying of lung cancer. I have family who recently (within the last 6 months) quit smoking using vaping. So I have all the support. Guys, my husband even put plants and my vape stuff in my smoking spot on the sunporch. (Picture below). I have high nic salts and regular juice. I work from home and homeschool so my stress is low because I never have to deal with people.
But I’m still smoking.
I set regulations on myself. No smoking in the car. No smoking when I’m with my kids. No smoking while out running errands. This has cut my smoking down a LOT!
But I’m still smoking. I can’t not have a pack of cigarettes. And if I have them I smoke them.
When I don’t have them that smokers panic is there, it just feels like the vaping keeps it in check. Like I can feel the anxiety and unease under the surface but not the teeth-gnashing feeling I would get when I tried to quit before.
What gives, guys? Why am I holding on so tightly? Why is this so difficult? What can I do??? (Yes this is a cry for help)
I’m still smoking. And I have to stop. I don’t want my mom to die and have lighting a cigarette be the first thing I do after. Please help!!
Vape specs:
35mg salts in berry and mint
6mg ejuice various (6) flavors
Liquid nic, pg, vg (from when I thought I could DIY)
Smok Novo (for salts)
Uwell Whirl and vandyvape berserker (for non salts)
Some big black pen style thing that burns way too hot for me (don’t remember the name)
An old leaky Kanger box mod
1 PAD smoker for 18? Years
Quit twice but both times were during pregnancy. It was easy!!! (Seriously, it was)
I’m still smoking. Much less than I was, but smoking none the less.
I’m loving vaping, and I keep my vape with me constantly. I have some awesome flavors that taste amazing. I have devices that are good enough for me. I have the ok from my CFO (husband) to buy whatever I need whenever I need it. (He’s a non smoker). I have all the motivation, as my mom is actively dying of lung cancer. I have family who recently (within the last 6 months) quit smoking using vaping. So I have all the support. Guys, my husband even put plants and my vape stuff in my smoking spot on the sunporch. (Picture below). I have high nic salts and regular juice. I work from home and homeschool so my stress is low because I never have to deal with people.
But I’m still smoking.
I set regulations on myself. No smoking in the car. No smoking when I’m with my kids. No smoking while out running errands. This has cut my smoking down a LOT!
But I’m still smoking. I can’t not have a pack of cigarettes. And if I have them I smoke them.
When I don’t have them that smokers panic is there, it just feels like the vaping keeps it in check. Like I can feel the anxiety and unease under the surface but not the teeth-gnashing feeling I would get when I tried to quit before.
What gives, guys? Why am I holding on so tightly? Why is this so difficult? What can I do??? (Yes this is a cry for help)
I’m still smoking. And I have to stop. I don’t want my mom to die and have lighting a cigarette be the first thing I do after. Please help!!
Vape specs:
35mg salts in berry and mint
6mg ejuice various (6) flavors
Liquid nic, pg, vg (from when I thought I could DIY)
Smok Novo (for salts)
Uwell Whirl and vandyvape berserker (for non salts)
Some big black pen style thing that burns way too hot for me (don’t remember the name)
An old leaky Kanger box mod
1 PAD smoker for 18? Years
Quit twice but both times were during pregnancy. It was easy!!! (Seriously, it was)