Happy B-Day Cowboy!
I'd say something smart but I'm sure you just give me a good ole
Hehehehehehehe
How could I be ...... off fa fa by some of my closest friends.
(the puppets not humans).
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How could I be ...... off fa fa by some of my closest friends.
(the puppets not humans).
On a side note.. I wanted to just say hey, and explain my absence here lately.
First off, its me, not you all!
You guys are wonderful (for the most part) and have truly been good friends to me throughout some troubling and trying times in my life. And I hope that shall continue for some time to come.
I normally am a forum junkie/addict, as they tend to help fill a void... and that void is loneliness. I have suffered from either being extremely lonely or fearing being lonely much of my life. Recently, I realized that the void really wasn't there anymore. And that I was comfortable being by myself. That it was enjoyable at times. It made me think of how so much of my life, I have depended on others for feelings that I am the sole person responsible. This has happened in forums pretty healthily but in relationships often not so healthily. Something clicked where I realized that I didn't need to seek externally for my happiness or feelings or satisfaction. It has been a long time coming, and something that I believe has in a way 'completed' me.
Now don't get me wrong... I am still going to be around.. and likely pretty often.. its just that I don't 'need' to come here now. Just like I don't need a romantic relationship. That being said... its nice to be able to pursue things because you want them, not because you need them.
So here I am... and sorry for my absence.. but I promise its for the best.. and I also promise to not be a stranger.
You guys are awesome!
and so as not to thread derail...
back to more celebration for the birthday 'boy'.
That's FANTASTIC news AWS!!! It recently took me a long difficult soul-searching hike to break down all my clouded views of "My Path" to get to that same realization!
Remember brother:
"Life is 10% what happens to you and 90% how you react to it."
At the VERY LEAST, God gave us free will OF THOUGHT along with free will of choices/actions. Choose thoughts that aren't as painful and detrimental to you WHENEVER HUMANLY POSSIBLE!!!! You'll be surprised to see how often that IS POSSIBLE if you want to.
That's FANTASTIC news AWS!!! It recently took me a long difficult soul-searching hike to break down all my clouded views of "My Path" to get to that same realization!
Remember brother:
"Life is 10% what happens to you and 90% how you react to it."
At the VERY LEAST, God gave us free will OF THOUGHT along with free will of choices/actions. Choose thoughts that aren't as painful and detrimental to you WHENEVER HUMANLY POSSIBLE!!!! You'll be surprised to see how often that IS POSSIBLE if you want to.
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On a side note.. I wanted to just say hey, and explain my absence here lately.
First off, its me, not you all!
You guys are wonderful (for the most part) and have truly been good friends to me throughout some troubling and trying times in my life. And I hope that shall continue for some time to come.
I normally am a forum junkie/addict, as they tend to help fill a void... and that void is loneliness. I have suffered from either being extremely lonely or fearing being lonely much of my life. Recently, I realized that the void really wasn't there anymore. And that I was comfortable being by myself. That it was enjoyable at times. It made me think of how so much of my life, I have depended on others for feelings that I am the sole person responsible. This has happened in forums pretty healthily but in relationships often not so healthily. Something clicked where I realized that I didn't need to seek externally for my happiness or feelings or satisfaction. It has been a long time coming, and something that I believe has in a way 'completed' me.
Now don't get me wrong... I am still going to be around.. and likely pretty often.. its just that I don't 'need' to come here now. Just like I don't need a romantic relationship. That being said... its nice to be able to pursue things because you want them, not because you need them.
So here I am... and sorry for my absence.. but I promise its for the best.. and I also promise to not be a stranger.
Good to hear about your newfound freedom, but we still want to hear about your various adventures, exploits, shenanigans and incidental tomfoolery. BTW, I seen a thirtyish something guy on a scooter the other day at a stop light. He looked like he was thoroughly enjoying himself and I immediately thought of you. It made me smile.
Ok last one.
I was going to do your age in memes but I couldn't find enough memes out there.
Thank god for work. Think message your boss I'm sure he'll get a kick out of how he's spending his money.
No your real boss, you know female, the one in charge, mother of your child I could go on but I think you get the point
Hey Cowboy, your lick button broken?
Err...I meant LIKE...
And the truth comes out of the closet
Oh, Im not going to go anywhere. Ill still share exploits, shenanigans and general moxie fueled encounters...
I just might not be AS active. but rest assured.. you guys are too good a bunch to not keep bumping into.
I just might not be AS active. but rest assured.. you guys are too good a bunch to not keep bumping into.
On a side note.. I wanted to just say hey, and explain my absence here lately.
First off, its me, not you all!
You guys are wonderful (for the most part) and have truly been good friends to me throughout some troubling and trying times in my life. And I hope that shall continue for some time to come.
I normally am a forum junkie/addict, as they tend to help fill a void... and that void is loneliness. I have suffered from either being extremely lonely or fearing being lonely much of my life. Recently, I realized that the void really wasn't there anymore. And that I was comfortable being by myself. That it was enjoyable at times. It made me think of how so much of my life, I have depended on others for feelings that I am the sole person responsible. This has happened in forums pretty healthily but in relationships often not so healthily. Something clicked where I realized that I didn't need to seek externally for my happiness or feelings or satisfaction. It has been a long time coming, and something that I believe has in a way 'completed' me.
Now don't get me wrong... I am still going to be around.. and likely pretty often.. its just that I don't 'need' to come here now. Just like I don't need a romantic relationship. That being said... its nice to be able to pursue things because you want them, not because you need them.
So here I am... and sorry for my absence.. but I promise its for the best.. and I also promise to not be a stranger.
You guys are awesome!
and so as not to thread derail...
back to more celebration for the birthday 'boy'.
Glad to hear from you and glad you're in a happy place...pop in whenever you feel like it...you know your little crazy online family will be here!
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