This is really key for some people and bears repeating, particularly to those who don't see or understand why it can be so hard for some to kick the .... even after vaping. When something has consistently been the means by which you have given yourself not only pleasure but also solace and comfort, it can be extremely hard to give that up even when you have a better alternative. It's like a strange and very specific kind of Stockholm syndrome, and it can take time -- sometimes a lot of time -- for some people. They need to be ready psychologically and even emotionally to give them up, and sometimes that means having to wait until your PV becomes the thing you turn to for stress relief and solace instead of cigarettes.
As with all things, everyone takes to it differently in myriad ways.
I had just posted this in a different thread:
I started on my vaping journey on July 11 and I went through a lot of emotion when I first started vaping . Even after having the quitters flu and a sore mouth (not counting finding the right equipment for me) I was still amazed at how easy it seemed.... YET, I kept hanging onto those few cigarettes a day, then down to fewer, then on down to just a couple (I was starting to hate them), then my last week of cigarettes I would have only one a night before bed.
The reason was fear! I was afraid of failure, as I had failed so many times trying to quit and I could see the disappointment in the people I loved. So I kept it at an attitude of "This will keep me down to just one or two a day". Finally right at two months into vaping I said enough is enough, that last one of the day would send me to my bed dizzy and sick and smelling bad.
On the morning of the ninth of this month I had one cigarette left, I looked at it and made a big decision.... my e-cig had worked and I was ready to smoke the last one as a farewell. I went outside at 5:35 am to my usual spot, with a little baggie in my hand with "Freedom on 9-9-2011" written on it. I smoked it and put the .... reminder away as my badge of honor. See... I'm 52 and had been smoking 1 - 1/2 packs a day for 33 years and nothing had ever worked. I'm still amazed that I still have my badge and no craving for another stinky thing that is sealed within that badge. I am now 2 weeks, 5 days, 19 hours and 51 minutes inside of freedom!
Hang in there, rewards of pride and better health are on the way!
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