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Cyia

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-gives you mega huggles- I know the feeling and I have those days. Today is cloudy and I didn't get anything important in the mail. So I'm feeling a little blue too. -draws you a pretty picture!-

Here ya go ♥ sorry if it's messy
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(((HUGS))) yes Those days are not unusual for me but thank God when those days occur I now have PIF to come to even if I don't feel up to posting I still can find a laugh and often a warm fuzzy feeling from the generosity,compassion and understanding from my online family.I see people from all over the country from so many different backgrounds,and lifestyles yet there is a sense of understanding and acceptance of each persons individual situation.Seeing all the sharing be it coffee,juices ,ideas or advice that happens here daily makes me believe that there is still good in these troubled times.I love reading about what the weather is like in other parts of the country,what was had for breakfast,how the hunting is going,I could go on and on.Physically I frequently have days it's a real effort for me to post even a short one but what I read here takes my mind off of it.How blessed am I to have been accepted into this wonderful ,wild ,wacky family and I look forward to being here for a long time. As new folks come in I hope I can make them feel as welcomed as I have been.I think I'm starting to ramble so I'll stop here.God bless each member of PIF:)
 

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ok, you asked for it!!!
I'm feeling really blue today and most of everyday really!!!
a few years ago I found a l;ittle red spot on my calve.
didnt think too much about it, went to the beach had some fun. then all of a sudden my leg was really hurting and a lump was forming in that area. well it was just a infected hair follicle, i know WTH?????
then afew weeks later, a new spot appeared it was flaking and itchy, from there it all went to the crapper. I have a raging case of psoraisis, which is flaring up the past 2 weeks, ahve been horrible. i'm just one giant walking flake..... NO COMMENTS please!!!! the infected hair follicle may not have anything to do with it, but it started then and never went away. I can't wear shorts, short skirts.
the pool was a hell no, this summer.
before this flare up it was only on my legs and tops of my feet.so I could hide it,
oh but now it's even more disgusting, it's spread to my arms, hands, and OMG I found it in my hair this am.
that is truly it for me, i haven't stopped crying all day.....
I have a dermatologist, just got some new gunk to spread all over.
do you want more:
ok,
ordered some supplies online last week and come to find out, my bank card was jacked , and charged up 200.00, before my bank was able to contact us and close the account. so i have all that fraud paper work to do. and nothing can be done until the money actually( in bank lingo), posts to the account. so until that happens all the charges are holding up money we need to live out the work week. looks like PBJ for dinner tonite.
I can't put a blame on anyone site or person. But the charges that were put thru were all for games online, movie clubs,oh yeah an Ipod,and something from Sony..... the bank says more charges are hitting the account but haha, it's been closed.
I'm actually feelin a lilbetter being able to vent!!!!!

well enuff for me. thanks for reading,listening!!!!
 

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I have days like that all the time. Since coming to the PIF group, I have less and less of them. I have friends here, I mean true friends that will do just about anything for you if you NEED it. People who will go out of their way to just talk if you need it and more if you need it. People who will be by you, when things get out of hand. I love this place, it's too bad that we can't get all get together someday to have a vapefest, with just all the love that goes on here. I would love to meet everyone face to face. I would love to give gentle hugs to my friends I have met here. Lately, I have been feeling useless, only because I am so stiff, that I feel like I can't do anything, but ahhhh I am so wrong. I take care of the ferrets everyday, feed the dogs, do the dishes, clean my bottles and make juices. I also make dinner for my family (haven't done that for a long time).
I love you all, I really do, just being "here" makes me feel better, most of the time.
 

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ok, you asked for it!!!
I'm feeling really blue today and most of everyday really!!!
a few years ago I found a l;ittle red spot on my calve.
didnt think too much about it, went to the beach had some fun. then all of a sudden my leg was really hurting and a lump was forming in that area. well it was just a infected hair follicle, i know WTH?????
then afew weeks later, a new spot appeared it was flaking and itchy, from there it all went to the crapper. I have a raging case of psoraisis, which is flaring up the past 2 weeks, ahve been horrible. i'm just one giant walking flake..... NO COMMENTS please!!!! the infected hair follicle may not have anything to do with it, but it started then and never went away. I can't wear shorts, short skirts.
the pool was a hell no, this summer.
before this flare up it was only on my legs and tops of my feet.so I could hide it,
oh but now it's even more disgusting, it's spread to my arms, hands, and OMG I found it in my hair this am.
that is truly it for me, i haven't stopped crying all day.....
I have a dermatologist, just got some new gunk to spread all over.
do you want more:
ok,
ordered some supplies online last week and come to find out, my bank card was jacked , and charged up 200.00, before my bank was able to contact us and close the account. so i have all that fraud paper work to do. and nothing can be done until the money actually( in bank lingo), posts to the account. so until that happens all the charges are holding up money we need to live out the work week. looks like PBJ for dinner tonite.
I can't put a blame on anyone site or person. But the charges that were put thru were all for games online, movie clubs,oh yeah an Ipod,and something from Sony..... the bank says more charges are hitting the account but haha, it's been closed.
I'm actually feelin a lilbetter being able to vent!!!!!

well enuff for me. thanks for reading,listening!!!!

I'm not feeling blue but I know what you're going thru. I don't know if you feel this way about it but for some reason (who knows why) there's a guilt that goes along with skin issues. Almost like "I'm so ashamed you can see this." I think that's such a hard thing to overcome. And honestly, I think the guilt increases the stress that probably increases the psoriasis. We are really funny creatures aren't we. I pray that you get better quickly and that you find comfort in the mean time.
 
Oh my GFs.....I guess u could say i am purple..not blue... Its a mix of angry and sad..lol... but then I can come on here, and feel like a yellowish orange color.. which i guess what happy can look like?
been goin thru a ton of probs w/ our DS#2...not wanting to go to school.. not gettin up, not caring... sayin what good is it.. why is life worth living, he might as well die.. good for nothing...now can u imagine ur 11yr o baby talkin like that? It tears us apart.. no ins. ATM to get him to a therapist w/e... he is a genius who is gettin Fs on his progress reports. and such a lil lover.. my sweet baby boy, who says on almost a daily basis, he hates himself, hates his life, and would rather not live!!!! That can bring u down! we have tried everything other than meds.. cuz we had went that route w/ DS#1 and lemme tell u, that was horrible,,,the poor kid started hearing voices and got violent! So as soon as this Ins. kicks in.. we will be taking steps in the right direction!
but i can come here and help others, where i cant help my own son... which makes me feel better ..that I can do something. and i just love so many of you here! and can cut up, and cry with one another..
I think this is good therapy for all of us who seem to have some kind of struggle.. no matter how big or how small.... we can leave it behind when we r here!!
Leelee... ur blue sweet cheeks.. lets hug, and make green!!! :)
I love u and u know it!!!! ♥♥♥ Missy
 

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I have days like that all the time. Since coming to the PIF group, I have less and less of them. I have friends here, I mean true friends that will do just about anything for you if you NEED it. People who will go out of their way to just talk if you need it and more if you need it. People who will be by you, when things get out of hand. I love this place, it's too bad that we can't get all get together someday to have a vapefest, with just all the love that goes on here. I would love to meet everyone face to face. I would love to give gentle hugs to my friends I have met here. Lately, I have been feeling useless, only because I am so stiff, that I feel like I can't do anything, but ahhhh I am so wrong. I take care of the ferrets everyday, feed the dogs, do the dishes, clean my bottles and make juices. I also make dinner for my family (haven't done that for a long time).
I love you all, I really do, just being "here" makes me feel better, most of the time.


I think it would be lovely to meet everyone from here!!! we should think about a massive get together for PIF. :)
 

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To sugismimi ...I'm so very very sorry. I have had this since i was in my 20's ...mine is under control for the most part, but i also have RA and PA which goes along with it. So..i can feel your pain....really. Talk to your doc about enbrel....its a shot taken once a week, and it does help.

To. Missy & boB ... I hope this gets better for you. My situation is alot different with my child..he is 29 years old and has been a drug addict since the age of 20....He has gotten progressively worse and is now sitting in jail awaiting a long sentence for crimes related to the addiction. He is my only child , my last surviving relative...and this just breaks my heart each and every day. But...he is clean now, he has gained 40 lbs since he was arrested way back in January..and he is alive...so this i am thankful for.

Hugs to all of you. I'm so glad to have found this group of loving people. You have no idea how much you all brighten my day...and believe me....I need it alot. There have been days where I just wanted to lay down and die..and I've come in here and seen something so funny one of you has posted...that truely has helped me. So..thank you, all of you.

Love all of you
Clumsy
 
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Sugi,I have the same problem,I wear shorts,I dont hide it.Its ugly but its me.God gave it to me for whatever reason.Maybe I was to pretty before and he wanted to show me another side.Whatever the reason,dont let it get to you.My kids tease me and say Mom,your skins falling off and I have to laugh because its true! It is!!LOL,just try to accept it and forget its there.Its not gonna kill you,thank god its not cancer or someother deadly disease,RIGHT?Ive had it for 20 years.I think maybe it made me a better person,I think it changes how you look at others a bit.Makes you see past some things.
 
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To sugismimi ...I'm so very very sorry. I have had this since i was in my 20's ...mine is under control for the most part, but i also have RA and PA which goes along with it. So..i can feel your pain....really. Talk to your doc about enbrel....its a shot taken once a week, and it does help.

To. Missy & boB ... I hope this gets better for you. My situation is alot worse with my child..he is 29 years old and has been a drug addict since the age of 20....He has gotten progressively worse and is now sitting in jail awaiting a long sentence for crimes related to the addiction. He is my only child , my last surviving relative...and this just breaks my heart each and every day. But...he is clean now, he has gained 40 lbs since he was arrested way back in January..and he is alive...so this i am thankful for.

Hugs to all of you. I'm so glad to have found this group of loving people. You have no idea how much you all brighten my day...and believe me....I need it alot. There have been days where I just wanted to lay down and die..and I've come in here and seen something so funny one of you has posted...that truely has helped me. So..thank you, all of you.

Love all of you
Clumsy
Clumsy.. i cant imagine how hard that is for u...my older son dabbles in the whacky..but tells me all the time he will never touch that other chit! he's seen it take ahold of too many of his friends...
It takes a strong woman, to be a mother of a child in trouble!! thats all that needs to be said about that. I have had to say to myself more times than i can count "let go and let God" ....and it is hard to actually do... I hope nuttin but the best for ur son sweetie!

Sugi,I have the same problem,I wear shorts,I dont hide it.Its ugly but its me.God gave it to me for whatever reason.Maybe I was to pretty before and he wanted to show me another side.Whatever the reason,dont let it get to you.My kids tease me and say Mom,your skins falling off and I have to laugh because its true! It is!!LOL,just try to accept it and forget its there.Its not gonna kill you,thank god its not cancer or someother deadly disease,RIGHT?Ive had it for 20 years.I think maybe it made me a better person,I think it changes how you look at others a bit.Makes you see past some things.
Amen to that sista!!!!! preach!
 

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Oh my GFs.....I guess u could say i am purple..not blue... Its a mix of angry and sad..lol... but then I can come on here, and feel like a yellowish orange color.. which i guess what happy can look like?
been goin thru a ton of probs w/ our DS#2...not wanting to go to school.. not gettin up, not caring... sayin what good is it.. why is life worth living, he might as well die.. good for nothing...now can u imagine ur 11yr o baby talkin like that? It tears us apart.. no ins. ATM to get him to a therapist w/e... he is a genius who is gettin Fs on his progress reports. and such a lil lover.. my sweet baby boy, who says on almost a daily basis, he hates himself, hates his life, and would rather not live!!!! That can bring u down! we have tried everything other than meds.. cuz we had went that route w/ DS#1 and lemme tell u, that was horrible,,,the poor kid started hearing voices and got violent! So as soon as this Ins. kicks in.. we will be taking steps in the right direction!
but i can come here and help others, where i cant help my own son... which makes me feel better ..that I can do something. and i just love so many of you here! and can cut up, and cry with one another..
I think this is good therapy for all of us who seem to have some kind of struggle.. no matter how big or how small.... we can leave it behind when we r here!!
Leelee... ur blue sweet cheeks.. lets hug, and make green!!! :)
I love u and u know it!!!! ♥♥♥ Missy

Ah Missy, your purple mood reminded me of a video that I KNOW will cheer you all up!

START WEARING PURPLE song:



My daughter went through days when she said that she didn't want to live she was about 10, it broke my heart and worried me so much. She is 29 now, happy and healthy :). Lots of love, hugs and encouragement....prayers helped a lot. Hang in there, my heart goes out to you.
Hugs to all who are blue and purple today ~ Lanette
PS ~ START WEARING PURPLE :)
 
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