That's too much to handle at one time Hula , praying for you and your family .Prayers heading your way DD. I had a crud week too - my closest and sweetest cousin died, just a year old than me, My mum is in hospital right now with a chest infection after three weeks of radiation for cancer coming back after a mastectomy, and my brother in law has just had a very worrisome MRI, this last Thursday. Will know more about that next week (my sister's 2nd husband, her first died when he was 42). Some weeks you just want to erase.