Thank you so very much my dear sweet friends. You guys are out of this world.
He always put up a big talk about his beliefs such as "when you die, you die" and he always carried that attitude that he accepted death as an inevitably and has no fear for it. He still carries the facade but you can see he is completely terrified beneath the surface.
It's killing me, I keep trying to reason with him that the tumor maybe benign as he does not experience any pain or perhaps this type of cancer is named the "silent killer" because the moment you feel the pain, it's already too late as it began spreading before hand. My counter to this, is that they discovered the pain was due to a blood clot and perhaps they stumbled upon it. You can see the reasoning gives him a slight gleam in his eyes, but I'm afraid that even though we hope and want something different, it does not alter the outcome. Our last glimmer of hope is the results of the biopsy.
My mom has been told by 3 specialists that he does indeed have what we fear and the biopsy is mainly directed for what type and what stage. She refuses to tell him as do I because it's not solidified evidence in my mind, but hearsay. To her, she believes if he discovers this side of truth that his mind would break him before the illness.
I'm so so sorry Smiling, I didn't mean to revive such pain in you. Please forgive me.
He always put up a big talk about his beliefs such as "when you die, you die" and he always carried that attitude that he accepted death as an inevitably and has no fear for it. He still carries the facade but you can see he is completely terrified beneath the surface.
It's killing me, I keep trying to reason with him that the tumor maybe benign as he does not experience any pain or perhaps this type of cancer is named the "silent killer" because the moment you feel the pain, it's already too late as it began spreading before hand. My counter to this, is that they discovered the pain was due to a blood clot and perhaps they stumbled upon it. You can see the reasoning gives him a slight gleam in his eyes, but I'm afraid that even though we hope and want something different, it does not alter the outcome. Our last glimmer of hope is the results of the biopsy.
My mom has been told by 3 specialists that he does indeed have what we fear and the biopsy is mainly directed for what type and what stage. She refuses to tell him as do I because it's not solidified evidence in my mind, but hearsay. To her, she believes if he discovers this side of truth that his mind would break him before the illness.
I'm so so sorry Smiling, I didn't mean to revive such pain in you. Please forgive me.
