"Ruminations on a Late Morning .."
I know a young woman, she's in her early 30's .. has one small child, a 2nd grader .. she works one full time job and one part-time job .. the School Shutdown has caused her to rely more on her Mother and other relatives to take care of the child ..
One job is as a Cashier at a major grocer, the other is a Cashier at a Convenience Store .. neither place thus being within the realm of non-essential shutdown ..
A hard working person, trying to do the best she can, no Husband, relying on herself to get by, without the help of Governmental Assistance .. yesterday, I think she just needed to unload on someone and I happened to draw the short straw ..
Her quandary .. ?? Continuous exposure to the Public at large and a growing fear that the clock is ticking each day as her odds increase of being exposed .. no real protection being offered by her employers other than "cleaning" the places regularly ..
She wishes they would simply lay her off so she can collect unemployment benefits, even though she knows it would be less than what she earns .. but, it would allow her to not scramble for Child Care and whatever fears may come with that and it would allow her to become "socially distant" .. she can't just up and quit, because that would mean she can't collect unemployment .. and when you live check to check, even waiting to get unemployment can be a real strain ..
So, she carries on, trying to present a smile to the Public she waits on .. yet, internally torn by circumstances beyond her control .. she's scared ..
In addition, she has had an ever increasing number of Customers that unload on her because this or that is out of stock, accusing that there must be "some in the back" and demanding to know when what they want will be back on the shelf .. which, of course, she does not know the answer .. thus adding to the stress level .. this sort of customer behavior seems to be ramping up ..
I don't have answers, who does .. ?? I think the Human Toll of this "Brave New World" we've entered into goes much deeper, and will have a lingering effect on things ..
With things such as they are, it appears that the kids graduating from High School / College will not be afforded the joy of walking across that stage and being handed a Diploma .. another facet of the Current Reality ..
I could make a long list ..