I don't think you are ......ed, I just think you need to keep experimenting.
Look, when I first wanted to start building it took me a long time to get to where I wanted to go. If I'd given up, I wouldn't be enjoying RTAs today.
You are getting so wrapped around the axle with this, that you aren't willing to put in the work. You want someone to tell you a "safe" build that will "work for you" rather than taking the time to experiment. No one can give you your "perfect" build, because you are vaping to YOUR tastes. You have gotten several suggestions for builds and until you try more of them (or maybe even something YOU and you alone want to vape) you don't have the skills necessary for vaping a mech.
Also, you don't get to whine and say it's not your fault you are "......ed." You aren't. You just need more patience, the willingness to "waste" some wire as you put it, trying some different builds. Once you get a safe and satisfying one, you can then vape it on your mech, although I would probably get going with SAFE builds and testing them on your mech as it will most likely vape a bit differently than you might imagine. So, once you've tested A build that you know is safe, then try it on your mech, repeat, recycle etc.
Anna
Look, when I first wanted to start building it took me a long time to get to where I wanted to go. If I'd given up, I wouldn't be enjoying RTAs today.
You are getting so wrapped around the axle with this, that you aren't willing to put in the work. You want someone to tell you a "safe" build that will "work for you" rather than taking the time to experiment. No one can give you your "perfect" build, because you are vaping to YOUR tastes. You have gotten several suggestions for builds and until you try more of them (or maybe even something YOU and you alone want to vape) you don't have the skills necessary for vaping a mech.
Also, you don't get to whine and say it's not your fault you are "......ed." You aren't. You just need more patience, the willingness to "waste" some wire as you put it, trying some different builds. Once you get a safe and satisfying one, you can then vape it on your mech, although I would probably get going with SAFE builds and testing them on your mech as it will most likely vape a bit differently than you might imagine. So, once you've tested A build that you know is safe, then try it on your mech, repeat, recycle etc.
Anna