A bit of the making and primary pieces. I may watch the movie today, knowing the very large symphony/chorus that was put together for the movie brings out the grandeur of the life beyond just the visuals.
Made it though the week. Oh I have notes to write and SOON but I will drink my coffee and chill some first.
OMG this week was....I can't really find words to describe it but y'all are LUCKY. LOL.
Anna
OMG this week was....I can't really find words to describe it but y'all are LUCKY. LOL.
Anna
OMG I did two days of notes from 10 to midnight plus 25 minutes but there were 39 of them!!! I hate my work knowing my TRUE CAPABILITIES damn it, then it's like "Anna we know you can see every patient in the clinic why aren't you." I HATE this thing.
I am top of the heap in all categories in pedes. I am in competition with my sister who works in adults but she has it easier, kids are harder. I am still ahead though in all categories.
I may or may not do some wellness checks like, 10 today sometime. Or, I may not. Just going to see I guess. My sister highly productive worker like, was on yesterday I am sure it was her goal to overtake me. We will see. Was gonna do it yesterday, but not gonna lie, that was not happening.
Oooh this sucks.
But I am alive, healthy (and I found cow liver also not BAD EITHER to treat my anemia) Friday night at Food city. I bought a bunch and froze a bunch. I need this liver badly. I have like had my period for a month, I am also reducing my Thai natural thyroid by half, they are NOT KIDDING about the stuff really working better than USA thyroid. l still maintain this is due to it being made out of Thai babies but super hyperthyroid is like, No Good either.
Oy.
Anna
I am top of the heap in all categories in pedes. I am in competition with my sister who works in adults but she has it easier, kids are harder. I am still ahead though in all categories.
I may or may not do some wellness checks like, 10 today sometime. Or, I may not. Just going to see I guess. My sister highly productive worker like, was on yesterday I am sure it was her goal to overtake me. We will see. Was gonna do it yesterday, but not gonna lie, that was not happening.
Oooh this sucks.
But I am alive, healthy (and I found cow liver also not BAD EITHER to treat my anemia) Friday night at Food city. I bought a bunch and froze a bunch. I need this liver badly. I have like had my period for a month, I am also reducing my Thai natural thyroid by half, they are NOT KIDDING about the stuff really working better than USA thyroid. l still maintain this is due to it being made out of Thai babies but super hyperthyroid is like, No Good either.
Oy.
Anna
No phone calls needed! I got my Friday report and I am the IBH person still in the lead. By a lot.
I totally think my time as a supervisor on the Community Wide crisis line is helping me out. I was managing like 7 screens, mobile unit dispatches and well, everything else. I could log into ANYONE's call, etc. So it's easier for me.
You know what would be nice? An email from SOMEONE in charge saying "good job." I MEAN. The freaking graphs are to incite rivalry and competition. BUT.
It sucks is what I am pretty much saying, as are all the ways HR is finding to cut our 'pay". Cellphone stipend? NO. I told my boss I COULD work from home but they'd have to pay my data bill because it is already GINOROUS. My boss said "I guess you won't be working from home then" as if it were some kind of PUNISHMENT. I don't WANT to work from home to be honest I like to keep that and work stuff SEPERATE. Sheesh.
So yoga sweet yoga today. And Walmart.
We shall see what happens. I could TOTALLY ask to be unfurloughed for a day but since I have PTO I will use that first because to be frank after dealing with M--Thursday well I would DIE honestly, if I'd had to go in. And so it goes.
No more retirement contribution, no pay for being the ON call provider and that is frankly THE WORST JOB.
They need to knock it off in my opinion but well, I still have to see kids in person so I don't know how working from home would even be MANAGED.
Anna
I totally think my time as a supervisor on the Community Wide crisis line is helping me out. I was managing like 7 screens, mobile unit dispatches and well, everything else. I could log into ANYONE's call, etc. So it's easier for me.
You know what would be nice? An email from SOMEONE in charge saying "good job." I MEAN. The freaking graphs are to incite rivalry and competition. BUT.
It sucks is what I am pretty much saying, as are all the ways HR is finding to cut our 'pay". Cellphone stipend? NO. I told my boss I COULD work from home but they'd have to pay my data bill because it is already GINOROUS. My boss said "I guess you won't be working from home then" as if it were some kind of PUNISHMENT. I don't WANT to work from home to be honest I like to keep that and work stuff SEPERATE. Sheesh.
So yoga sweet yoga today. And Walmart.
We shall see what happens. I could TOTALLY ask to be unfurloughed for a day but since I have PTO I will use that first because to be frank after dealing with M--Thursday well I would DIE honestly, if I'd had to go in. And so it goes.
No more retirement contribution, no pay for being the ON call provider and that is frankly THE WORST JOB.
They need to knock it off in my opinion but well, I still have to see kids in person so I don't know how working from home would even be MANAGED.
Anna
I need to show off my new precio on a Dani 27100 I get bonus points for ECF in the background.
Which is meaning to say I have a ghetto hair tie on there. Brace yoselves. LOL.
Which is meaning to say I have a ghetto hair tie on there. Brace yoselves. LOL.
First time outside
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You know I go to ALL that trouble to take a picture damnit and like I get told to remove the permanent blur filter....
You know, I thought that pic was fine. So that must be how the world looks to me I guess. I gotta buy contacts RIGHT QUICK because like, all I have are the new progressive lens glasses and like, I can't handle dealing with ONE MORE CHANGE.
Also, I was told I had 20/20 vision but this was by Nationwide vision and they said only ONE tiny change in my prescription and they were NOT like a real eye doctor who GIVES you a pair of real like, lenses to try for a week and then comes back to test you.
I was not/am not remotely convinced I have 20/20 vision at all. But, I'm glad I went before our vision benefits get cut but they keep the premiums because we are NEARLY there. It's impressive what can be removed from your "salary." Dude. I'm taking my PTO because I am scared they will STEAL it next.
Anna
You know, I thought that pic was fine. So that must be how the world looks to me I guess. I gotta buy contacts RIGHT QUICK because like, all I have are the new progressive lens glasses and like, I can't handle dealing with ONE MORE CHANGE.
Also, I was told I had 20/20 vision but this was by Nationwide vision and they said only ONE tiny change in my prescription and they were NOT like a real eye doctor who GIVES you a pair of real like, lenses to try for a week and then comes back to test you.
I was not/am not remotely convinced I have 20/20 vision at all. But, I'm glad I went before our vision benefits get cut but they keep the premiums because we are NEARLY there. It's impressive what can be removed from your "salary." Dude. I'm taking my PTO because I am scared they will STEAL it next.
Anna
Damn it! My boss called we are going back up to full time on Monday. God. She is also coming to "assess" the situation and stuff, meaning like make me do less stuff. I told her like, I was happy to move from the 3 person office but if she thinks I'm moving out of the clinic into the empty echoing building, I am going to refuse and go to higher ups. I know she wants all the IBH people she likes to be doing well, and she hates I know more and can DO more.
IDK I am not winding up in some dark hole where I can't communicate with the doctors. And everything is hard, I am JUST NOT.
Considering an email to my boss who like, hates me subject line: "Why are you trying to undermine my productivity. CC: ing your supervisors AND MINE.
She is NOT my supervisor she is the director. Nor does she have ANY relationship with Douglas's medical providers who all think I am fantastic,
Sigh.
Annoyed and NOW not tired and REALLY stressed. I don't mind working less I truly don't and whee we are off furlough but I don't get this whole up my .... thing at ALL.
SHE should take credit for my brilliance I shared it with EVERYONE and ANYONE who asked. All I did was show some initiative.
Grr. was winding down for peaceful sleep holy goodness, just LEAVE me alone to be GOOD at this if anything she should PUT me in a SUGGESTION position I ONLY SUPERVISED the entire freaking CRISIS LINE and mobile teams in Tucson.
You just leave some people alone in a crisis and I am one of them. BECAUSE like, I'm super scary smart. When we can all chill we will but I don't have time for her stupid OBSERVATIONS..
I even asked her, "Director are you upset with me? Because it seems as though you are."
TOTALLY flat affect: "I am sorry that you feel that way."
"Um. That is not an answer to my question, Director,:
Flat affect "I am not upset with you."
(unsaid) "Yes you answered my question.in the affirmative."
WHO SAYS "I'm sorry you feel that way" you are dealing with a therapist of 23 year here. People who don't want to answer the DANM QUESTION..
Anna
Anna
IDK I am not winding up in some dark hole where I can't communicate with the doctors. And everything is hard, I am JUST NOT.
Considering an email to my boss who like, hates me subject line: "Why are you trying to undermine my productivity. CC: ing your supervisors AND MINE.
She is NOT my supervisor she is the director. Nor does she have ANY relationship with Douglas's medical providers who all think I am fantastic,
Sigh.
Annoyed and NOW not tired and REALLY stressed. I don't mind working less I truly don't and whee we are off furlough but I don't get this whole up my .... thing at ALL.
SHE should take credit for my brilliance I shared it with EVERYONE and ANYONE who asked. All I did was show some initiative.
Grr. was winding down for peaceful sleep holy goodness, just LEAVE me alone to be GOOD at this if anything she should PUT me in a SUGGESTION position I ONLY SUPERVISED the entire freaking CRISIS LINE and mobile teams in Tucson.
You just leave some people alone in a crisis and I am one of them. BECAUSE like, I'm super scary smart. When we can all chill we will but I don't have time for her stupid OBSERVATIONS..
I even asked her, "Director are you upset with me? Because it seems as though you are."
TOTALLY flat affect: "I am sorry that you feel that way."
"Um. That is not an answer to my question, Director,:
Flat affect "I am not upset with you."
(unsaid) "Yes you answered my question.in the affirmative."
WHO SAYS "I'm sorry you feel that way" you are dealing with a therapist of 23 year here. People who don't want to answer the DANM QUESTION..
Anna
Anna
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