I just slept for 12 hours straight. No lie. This is ironic because it was my first day without any Ambien (been on the slow steady taper.) IDK if the shock and horror of the slow, steady taper resulted in this but the husband said, "Since you have not done that in over 5 months and you were still sick at the time, I let you." I kinda have that weird feeling of when you slept too long. I have no idea how this will impact my weekend because I have way too much to do already, but like, oh well. Gonna have to ask the husband to NOT do that tomorrow although I guess it was good.
I mean, hopefully I keep sleeping like that. Or whatever. Or more normally but yeah.
Anyway, I had like one of the worst days ever where I had been complaining a process was not working for me and everyone kept blowing me off, like it was my fault and I kept politely insisting that I understood the training just fine and it literally took about 6 hours of emails explaining and answering and discussing and I was gonna like IDK, cut myself only then it became this detective movie where a thin tissue paper of lies and deceptions were discovered and I was not Happy. it was the dumbest stuff at first like, "Well, the first few weeks we couldn't find her. Like, it was really hard, you have to not put a space after the comma to get someone's name to pop up." I was shown that like on the first day of my employment, but that's not what burns me. YOU DON"T IGNORE IT. You GO GO GET HELP.
So after that the other chick got on this detective trail and said my process for the last TWO weeks was the requests she had confirmed with the front desk were LIES in that they were like, "Oh yeah, we have done them." Only they didn't.
I kinda emailed back faintly, "Oh my... Yes, the no space thing is a bit disorienting. I, ah, don't really know what to say about the missing requests. Anyway, I am cc'ing my supervisors because I really don't feel comfortable addressing that with the schedulers because it took a LONG time and I am still tying to finish notes that I requested be changed like, since before 11 am. It would almost be funny;.... but one of those pts was suicidal."
Then nice investigation lady was like, "Just check out my schedule and I will show you how to generate requests and blah." I was like, "Oh gosh how exciting you are having a baby! Well, I can take a look next week but I am not allowed to access my schedule except for "tomorrow." and well that is Saturday and it doesn't help me much."
Then I got this deluge of "help" from the front desk where I WAS like, I am gonna leave these notes dang it only all of a sudden they were all complete and if *I* didn't stay I would be the person in trouble. So I left an hour late. It was horrible.
Good times. I really want my own schedule because I know this is not going to "stick" i will get a monthly cycle of "resentment" because SA like schedules so much compared to other providers. But, I am gonna demand time frames on requests and start taking screen shots. That kind of thing. Cuz it really sucked.
Anna
Their supervisor must have been like cc'd on the emails the aid was speedy and ah, sort of frantic. I don't care that much if people hate me or not but it's really nicer if they don't. It's not like they couldn't do SOME of the scheduling but eh.