Last night, the neighbor woman yelled at her kids so loudly, I brushed my teeth and went to bed too.
Got up this morning and started receiving phone calls. Wish I could remember the vacation resorts people calling said that I'd stayed at before. Must have been awesome ... I can't remember.
Mosquitoes are bad this time of year in Lower Alabama. Got hit 4 times already today. Haven't been outside yet.
Not only mosquitoes. Lately I've had a bad problem of U.F.O.'s sneaking up on me when least expected. Sometimes while I'm eating ... or using the bathroom. Gonna see if this thing helps ...
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This looks more professional. It is more expensive but one can never be too sedulous.
Last night, the neighbor woman yelled at her kids so loudly, I brushed my teeth and went to bed too.
Got up this morning and started receiving phone calls. Wish I could remember the vacation resorts people calling said that I'd stayed at before. Must have been awesome ... I can't remember.
Mosquitoes are bad this time of year in Lower Alabama. Got hit 4 times already today. Haven't been outside yet.
Not only mosquitoes. Lately I've had a bad problem of U.F.O.'s sneaking up on me when least expected. Sometimes while I'm eating ... or using the bathroom. Gonna this if this thing helps ...
Shamelessly cross posted from the shinyitis thread... Because I am tired. Yup, exhausted in fact.
OH THANK GOD. I had my meeting today and like, sanity prevailed. It was just me and Head Doctor, who turned out so much less (censored)ish, it make me wonder how he poops now. He seriously was super nice. We were sitting there like chatting about "whatever" when I was like, "Man, I really wish I had a do over button, like starting over would be so nice, everything has gotten crazy complicated."
Anyway, that was his deal. Maybe he had been beaming stuff into my brain to say that because that was his whole deal "Either we start over or I have to move you separate places." Anyway, he went on at length about how evil dude was annoying definitely in the wrong "but not scary." He also said (I guess he talked to evil doc first) that him coming into my office without permission ALL AGOG with his solution without reading my email was like "not okay" and how he told evil dude that. He was like, "I don't think she was ready for you to do that." Etc. He also went on extensively at length how I hadn't done anything wrong and all he heard was good feedback." IDK that is probably true. He was like also, "Everyone is sick of hearing about you two, too." I was like, "Good because *I* am sick of hearing about us too and I think my husband is near death."
He said Dr. Evil was "going through some stuff, (I think he means the whole separation thing) but he's known him five years and he doesn't have the forethought to try and frame people and hasn't before. He said Dr. Evil Admitted fault to yelling at me and that would be in the contract too, a contract we both get to review, amend, sign whatever." I do kinda think my email might have hastened things along. He also said evil doc does have a crazy caseload and maybe sometime would need me to see kids elsewhere. I kind of laughed and told head doc that I was the ONE person in that facility who could literally care less and would see families in trees as far as I was concerned and that might actually be fun.
So like, we assented to try a contract I guess we will see. I'm not breaking it first that is for sure. I don't break contracts. Oh god not since my first marriage contract, that whole thing was such a TRAIN WRECK.
He was kind of actually nice and kind of funny. I told him that like actually one of the NICE things about this was like, I was no longer horrifically intimidated by him (he comes off like the heath care version of PC principal I swear. You are like. "oh man, that is a TOOL but also kind of terrifying." I did not tell him that part because I am still mostly sane despite evil valium detox.
I am NOW fried and exhausted but also relieved. I got a couple more days of boredom to like catch up on my notes. I have not been very proactive there, because every time I have tried to write an old note, like, I have thought "You will regret this when you are fired." I kind of regret it NOW. Oh well. I have also not pooped since my very first clonidine. GREAT. I got some laxatives in the car, I am PREPARED to go take some.
Clonidine sucks in that respect. Well, not when you are like, detoxing off opiates. That is a different story entirely.
But a bathroom visit for sure would be a crowning achievement on my day. LOL.
Sorry. TMI. But, BRB also.
STILL has not happened since shiny thread. The box says "A gentle overnight laxative." I Hope Not. I don't wake UP!
I am also not hungry even a little bit. I may have to ease up on the clonidine some.
Anna
OH THANK GOD. I had my meeting today and like, sanity prevailed. It was just me and Head Doctor, who turned out so much less (censored)ish, it make me wonder how he poops now. He seriously was super nice. We were sitting there like chatting about "whatever" when I was like, "Man, I really wish I had a do over button, like starting over would be so nice, everything has gotten crazy complicated."
Anyway, that was his deal. Maybe he had been beaming stuff into my brain to say that because that was his whole deal "Either we start over or I have to move you separate places." Anyway, he went on at length about how evil dude was annoying definitely in the wrong "but not scary." He also said (I guess he talked to evil doc first) that him coming into my office without permission ALL AGOG with his solution without reading my email was like "not okay" and how he told evil dude that. He was like, "I don't think she was ready for you to do that." Etc. He also went on extensively at length how I hadn't done anything wrong and all he heard was good feedback." IDK that is probably true. He was like also, "Everyone is sick of hearing about you two, too." I was like, "Good because *I* am sick of hearing about us too and I think my husband is near death."
He said Dr. Evil was "going through some stuff, (I think he means the whole separation thing) but he's known him five years and he doesn't have the forethought to try and frame people and hasn't before. He said Dr. Evil Admitted fault to yelling at me and that would be in the contract too, a contract we both get to review, amend, sign whatever." I do kinda think my email might have hastened things along. He also said evil doc does have a crazy caseload and maybe sometime would need me to see kids elsewhere. I kind of laughed and told head doc that I was the ONE person in that facility who could literally care less and would see families in trees as far as I was concerned and that might actually be fun.
So like, we assented to try a contract I guess we will see. I'm not breaking it first that is for sure. I don't break contracts. Oh god not since my first marriage contract, that whole thing was such a TRAIN WRECK.
He was kind of actually nice and kind of funny. I told him that like actually one of the NICE things about this was like, I was no longer horrifically intimidated by him (he comes off like the heath care version of PC principal I swear. You are like. "oh man, that is a TOOL but also kind of terrifying." I did not tell him that part because I am still mostly sane despite evil valium detox.
I am NOW fried and exhausted but also relieved. I got a couple more days of boredom to like catch up on my notes. I have not been very proactive there, because every time I have tried to write an old note, like, I have thought "You will regret this when you are fired." I kind of regret it NOW. Oh well. I have also not pooped since my very first clonidine. GREAT. I got some laxatives in the car, I am PREPARED to go take some.
Clonidine sucks in that respect. Well, not when you are like, detoxing off opiates. That is a different story entirely.
But a bathroom visit for sure would be a crowning achievement on my day. LOL.
Sorry. TMI. But, BRB also.
STILL has not happened since shiny thread. The box says "A gentle overnight laxative." I Hope Not. I don't wake UP!
I am also not hungry even a little bit. I may have to ease up on the clonidine some.
Anna
I get boredom every now and then. Some like to call it sleep, I like to call it boredom.
Despite everything I still maintain my desire for harmony ruins everything. I mean, I'm like "We can all just get along."
"WE CAN ALL JUST GET ALONG"
"WHY CAN'T WE GET ALONG YOU DESERVE TO DIE."
It's the same with hypocrisy, nothing sets me off than a good old hypocrite, leading me to intense hatred and rage. I hate those damn like, philosophical concepts that if you don't practice them completely, you are not actually practicing them at ALL.
To be fair, I guess I win the harmony one because I did nothing inharmonious, in word or deed anyway.
My higher power says I get to think what I need to. Because my higher power understands my limitations.
I think this all may have occurred, however, when I was super nice to the Spanish Jehovah's witnesses yesterday. To be fair, it's hard to yell at a nice gentle Hispanic lady (especially when you don't know enough Spanish) but STILL. I could have been mean about it. WAY mean.
I am REFUSING to consider if this works. IT is gonna WORK. It'll work so well, one day I will be posting "how to deal with an inhospitable coworker" on Bronze's thread.
I kid @Bronze, I would never pollute your "how things work" in such a fashion.
Anna
Despite everything I still maintain my desire for harmony ruins everything. I mean, I'm like "We can all just get along."
"WE CAN ALL JUST GET ALONG"
"WHY CAN'T WE GET ALONG YOU DESERVE TO DIE."
It's the same with hypocrisy, nothing sets me off than a good old hypocrite, leading me to intense hatred and rage. I hate those damn like, philosophical concepts that if you don't practice them completely, you are not actually practicing them at ALL.
To be fair, I guess I win the harmony one because I did nothing inharmonious, in word or deed anyway.
My higher power says I get to think what I need to. Because my higher power understands my limitations.
I think this all may have occurred, however, when I was super nice to the Spanish Jehovah's witnesses yesterday. To be fair, it's hard to yell at a nice gentle Hispanic lady (especially when you don't know enough Spanish) but STILL. I could have been mean about it. WAY mean.
I am REFUSING to consider if this works. IT is gonna WORK. It'll work so well, one day I will be posting "how to deal with an inhospitable coworker" on Bronze's thread.
I kid @Bronze, I would never pollute your "how things work" in such a fashion.
Anna
I am in the middle of watching the democratic debate on YouTube. I don't know why as I am neither Democratic or Republican and thus don't vote in the primaries. I need to think about a back-up plan in case I don't vote for Trump.
I just wish when someone asks a politician a question they would answer it.
I just wish when someone asks a politician a question they would answer it.
I'm not watching YouTube or much of anything tonight. Just listening to some relaxing music. My mind is exceptionally quiet. Therefore, I'm quite suspicious I may be up to something I don't want myself to know about. Shoot
All of those confused, when just one of these would have sufficed.I'll see your
UP in the Diner ~~~
* Put some sauce on it *
Salmon with Green Goddess Sauce, Potatoes and Spanish Zucchini ... Green Goddess sauce is Greek Yogurt and Basil Presto. Zucchini cooked in White Wine and Paprika. Bon Appetit
* Put some sauce on it *
Salmon with Green Goddess Sauce, Potatoes and Spanish Zucchini ... Green Goddess sauce is Greek Yogurt and Basil Presto. Zucchini cooked in White Wine and Paprika. Bon Appetit
I know as a teen and young adult, I wasted a whole bunch of disturbing amounts of lifetime blowdrying my hair.All of those confused, when just one of these would have sufficed.
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