Hot humid and buggy sucks but for some reason I love Texas. Right now, for their permissive gun laws but it is taking all I have to like not make
threatening statements to my current employer who were so busy "Forgetting" they had none of my FLMA stuff at ALL they got SO disappointed by my inquiry (and my supervisor tried for deflection too, IDK if she was in on it at all if so she was convincing too.) But yeah ,so busy forgetting to remember they forgot to send my STD. You cannot say, "If you do not make my STD paperwork appear, I will infect both the director's kids like, nicely (um "nicely?" is that applicable I doubt it entirely) but HOLY crud a syringe full of short term disability, it makes no
sense anyway I should like infect one of the adults and start horrifying short term disability accusations which blow up the marriage but puts no one in serious harm. It would cause problems and maybe they would divorce but perhaps the nanny is like, "the best thing in they life and they lie awake crying at night as if anyone who had every been through sh
in they lives," as Eminem might put it only I forget a) the beginning b) the words and c) the end but it sounds like Eminem. But like I SWEAR LIKE I CAN ONLY TAKE SO MUCH!!!!
Also I cant get ahold of my kid and ALSO that makes me worry but he's likely asleep oh GOD I hope in any case, IDK what to do I guess collect references because like HOLY GOD ALMIGHTY well, I GIVE UP. Federal applications take stamina and learning their electronic system is the suck. I think they do it on purpose because it took me over an hour to even learn to navigate and you can't move "forward" with stuff and then go backward .So I will be searching my emails and finding my 5-10 most reliable work resources. I do have a bunch like my very first supervisor but HOLY GOD I WANT TO KILL and I usually want to die but LIKE MAN Oh MAN this is new to me these thoughts and I think I prefer the harm to self ones. GOD. Later and my yoga and sleep may be thin this evening but "No one has to die today." I forget that famous quote but I think it is one. It's rather untrue SOEMEONE has to die today or something would be terribly wrong, but no one *I* know has to, necessarily, and I am not sure you can purchase "Syringes" of "Short Term Disability" EVEN in Mexico and I am fairly sure it would not be essential travel.
I need Lil Wayne now and I need him LOUD that is such a voice if there was a God, that is what he would sound like not that OTHER black Smithsonian and penguin guy. Lets face it even God has got a little bit of EVIL I mean he BET against SATAN and I get it was BIBLE times but uh, "providing a new family to replace the first" is NOT sometimes the WAY TO GO I MEAN Satan woulda had me at "boils all over and cows dying." However, I had TWO husbands and if I woke up next to the other One Tomorrow OH after death from fright and stuff ,I would go talk to Lil Wayne and he'd be like, "Yo. That's why my bars are full of broken bottles and my nightstands are full of open bibles." Or however it quite goes and I'd still be mad but I'd also be like "Sing it one more time before I shut yo mouth and break yo teeth!" all mad lady style
Etc.
Oh
God.
HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the sincerest prayer I ever offered up I will even allow you, God, to be WHATEVER race and sex you desire you choose! Although I think "all" or "none" are equally valid choices.
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Anna
