Argh I WAS feeling better but my stupid transcript center sent me like 5 "verifications" of my degree instead of what I needed, which was my actual TRANSCRIPT. I spent about an hour trying on line but no dice, they can't seem to find me in the system. I guess to be fair, like, it was 20 years ago. Hmm. Maybe my special enrollment number (which is what seems to be holding me back from accessing it electronically which would be better than NOTHING, dude, but like, I gotta call tomorrow. Getting seriously nervous about the mat, that happens soon. I have a feeling I my boy gonna act like a knock need faun. I have five more days so I am not going to fret yet, and honestly tomorrow gonna hurt all over that's a great time to address changing and updating resumes.
I KNOW I asked for transcripts and five of them, frankly. AND PAID. I also poked around my lair. I keep the damnedest stuff and toss what I feel may be unnecessary. Sucks. The husband may have it but I dare not venture there too often.
If he doesn't shape up his filing system though, well, he like.... I finally got consent to put my fingerprint on his phone when I showed him only his mother and SIL were on the home phone and did he really want me to suffer his death NOT only being like, "Oh right my husband would not give me his passwords" and also "I have no idea how anything billing works."
I swear he thinks I am gonna die first but he ought not count me out too soon. I may be a mess, but I come from hardy stock. Like he thinks it so much, he wanders around saying "I will never remarry." I tell him that happily married dudes remarry fast, so not only is it insulting. "Don't expect me not to have SEX" he also says, which I ALSO find insulting. LOL.
We shall see. I don't want to deal with a spouse's death at least currently. I mean, I am sure a family member would come and assist. Like JOYFULLY I think for a while there they were all praying for his death.
Anna
