Okay second cup of coffee so I'm waking up.
Yesterday was horrible, but it happened. Apparently I am the big performer in the IBH group. Not quite sure why that is, other than my docs all like me. My boss told me to "never tell them no." this has resulted in several crises where I stay late. When my boss found out how much she was like, "Well what I do is I say "I can't I have an appointment for whatever, whatever." Mentally I was going "Okay so you want me to lie?"
Anyway I don't and they know they can count on me so like, that has been helpful. Also, it's easier we have more in house things, although less still. Doing Telemedicine is easy I just gotta keep one eye on the schedule, although this too is kinda hard. Although we can follow up by phone and still bill.
To be fair yeah I saw 12 folks (I think 5 per day is the required amount but I usually see more, even not in a crisis so whatever. To be fair, I didn't write single note until I got home, trying to stay on top of things and this one doc wanted all these resources so I got them. it's like, I guess you know.....
So we'll see my boss is mad at me because I sent an email to the other clinic and like, well she though I was going too fast or whatever. I just want to get them used to IBH and telemedicine so I can funnel them to those who are less fortunate and NO encounters.
Anyway we will see. I FEEL so bad for the dieticians. Dude they were furloughed for a week and then told to come back half time. They were told they had to set up their own 5 appointments for now which with dietary you could spend your like, 4 hours JUST doing that. No one warned them at all and my favorite dietician who I worked with in Sierra Vista was crying because she commutes from Tucson, is working unpaid overtime,, and like ,can't afford the gas on her current pittance of a salary (it really is) and she has two (adult but still young adult) twin girls and is single. I felt so bad for her.
I wanted to know my day off and how things exactly are gonna work. DO not have this info yet and it SUCKS.
Anyway what is, is. My supervisor knows I am scrappy so if she censures me more I am just gonna go, more information is helpful for now I can't see why not. So Like, I am gonna just … do. If my boss wants things to be "super secret" then she should say so. I was told to cover the other building for now so like I don't see why I SHOULDN' T get started.
I'm kind of hating all this, and I did not enjoy bringing notes home to do (I saw 12 kiddos, 5 notes left, but day two should go easier, mainly because well, it just is, etc.) We will just see, is what will happen. I don't think I will get laid off unless all of pedes does, which is still a possibility .
I can't help but feel our company is handling this rather badly, to be honest.
Anna
But I did more than double my share, I do good in a crisis. I thanked my mom for "teaching me how to over function in a crisis, she called to see how I was. She laughed. She is glad I am better. No yoga for now, my stomach has also kind of been hurting not sure why but I could not face it,. Maybe tonight and maybe tomorrow will be my day off which would be awesome you just neve know. I can do more notes today takes my brain a while to adjust.
