Man I am beat, I finally FINALLY coiled my Green Banana precio. It took me 3
coils and it was just tragic. Some days are like that, man . Then I was almost OUT of the green banana so I mixed up like 75 ml. Just because I MIGHT be moving. I flavored up my custard, hopefully not too MUCH. I have two bottles of mango NOT lassi yet now, and one of them I put in very hot tap water on the stove I will take it out once its cold. If it tastes like ANYTHING good it will be a miracle I would have NO way to replicate (although I'd do a few things different up front, for sure.
ALSO my flavors are now a mess. The light burned out in the garage and you could not pay me ANY money to replace the bulb, not with the leaning tower of tools/boxes in the garage the husband has stashed. I swear, we may have more things in the GARAGE than we do in the house. Which is still ALL clean. So yeah I mixed up some mixes I know I will love like a pink champagne, and also my "Wino" mix which just never lets me down. Because, much like
@Cloud-FF7 I would LOVE to be wasted (Bailey's wouldn't be my first choice, I don't even like it and the hangover is dreadful.) However, I know that usually (I mean EVERY time) turns out terrible. Also, in combination with my meds, it makes me puke. I am NOT a puker, so I was very mystified when I relapsed because I was like PUKING all the time. It sucked, and not only that, it's a waste of some perfectly good ETOH if you ask me. THEN they tell me in rehab number two (I told you with me and ETOH bad things happen) that they are really dangerous with my antipsychotic. So I looked on the side of the bottle and it is indeed TRUE. Do not mix alcohol with antipsychotics. I was kind of mad no one TOLD me, but I guess all my docs were like, "Well, she's sober" and they did not consider that like, relapse SUCKS man, and it happens. I always warn people. You actually can die from it, but me and my tough as old boots Aussie body just drove (drunk but I'm not proud of it) to the liquor store to get more.
My main regret with that relapse (oh, besides EVERYTHING) was that I did not try Zima. It sounded SO bad like you would HAVE to try it. But, I kind of forgot.
Then after I mixed I was like, "ARGH I forgot my meds" and the dog is still freaking out and in the house and holy bejesus, every time I ask him if he wants to go out, he turns away and into a statute. That is a dog who hates thunder and rain. Out in the desert I don' t blame him.
I have not heard from the husband today. I just texted him but nope. He was pretty cranky though so maybe he is ignoring me. Also, he has told me like, he does stuff like pass out asleep in the house for a couple hours. So I won't freak yet but man, you know, I might call soon. I'm worried he is doing WAY too much and like, could just keel over dead. I'm sure it's my general free floating anxiety etc. But it would be nice to know if he was ALIVE. I mean..... Yeah, that would be excellent.
So I am now on the couch. The house is so clean I am scared to move. I guess I will shoot for yoga like SOONish but man, the tens unit is the best.
I emailed my mom I think she might be super busy man, she has yet to email back reassuringly.
If I don't get that job, that is IT. I am going to go to yoga school I mean I know how to teach it, but meh, I will get my certificate and go somewhere full of the elderly and introduce them to the joys and whatnot of yoga. l mean, I was still standing on my head 9 months pregnant.
Very occasionally I miss being pregnant. Because like, it was super easy (pre dx) and the kiddo was like the best baby ever. Also he would get the hiccups! Then my stomach would! It was great!
I must be about to drop an egg, if I am talking about the joys of pregnancy. Sorry, Edward III, I understand you would be a full on Renaissance man between me and the husband, and you might wind up president but sorry, unless my IUD FAILED which they DON'T, well, you will have to exercise you talents being flushed down the toilet. Another thing so clean I am afraid to use it. I would use the husband's but that seems unfair since I will NOT be cleaning it. Separate ba
throoms are so good for a marriage, including cleaning them SEPERATELY. LOL.
But yes, if my last job torpedoes all my future ones I might consider a giant lawsuit, because that would be the point at which, I would be like, "Curses to you people." I have such a great lawsuit my sis said I would find a lawyer to take it on contingency but would also be miserable for 3 years. Maybe if I was teaching the elderly yoga and whatnot.... I have no clue where I would go, I have no idea what I would do but I'm hoping the husband is just being pissy not dead.
I am gonna call him soon he was SO cranky yesterday.
Anna