Hope your day is productive
Oooh…. I think my day was perhaps exemplified by the following text exchange:
Husband: How are you doing honey?
Me: I am DOING FANTASTIC. This day has been SO wonderful, I only wish I could LIVE this day OVER and OVER and OVER AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WTH????????????????????
So, I got there by going out with my scripts. Everything went totally smoothly. I was SHOCKED. I explained to the clerk that a) I was new b) I was paying via good rx 3) SHE EVEN SHOWED THEM TO THE PHARMACIST.
She told me to come back in an hour, kind of waving me off when I said, "If you need to talk to the pharmacy in Douglas...." She was like, "Nah, it's cool."
So the about 40 minutes later she called and said, "I cannot fill these." I was like, "Get me the pharmacist." We exchanged pleasantries. I was kind of calm mainly because I figured it was too good to be true. I again offered her the option of TALKING to one of her lovely colleagues in Arizona about my prescribing habits FOR THE LAST 18 months. I explained to her THAT pharmacist like, had access to the criminally insane database, TOO, JUST LIKE herself in WV. I said like, "It's sad you don't trust your colleagues I mean JEEZ it's depressing really I don't even have to give you the phone number there is ONE CVS in like, Douglas. Do an internet search."
But no. HAVE to talk to my doctor because "Not from WV." I was like ."Do you know every doctor IN WV personally and call the ones you don't know?" She was like "I can only do what I can do." I was like, "Yeah, yeah I get that. Okay. So I will have to Deal I guess, this is not a good time." I explained my doc was out on Mondays. I might email him anyway sometimes when he is bored, he like, reads it himself.
So then she was like, "You could try another pharmacy." I was like, "OH NO YOU DON'T. I am NOT drug seeking, I am NOT pharmacy shopping I TAKE THOSE MEDS EVERY DAY OF MY LIFE for almost a DECADE sorry you don't like it." JEEZ. I was like "I gave you that in good faith and you will DEAL with it in good faith, I am not interested in driving around that is not what I DO with my prescriptions." So then she was like, "Well you could get one of our doctor--" I was like, "Um .so you think I should see a WV pdoc who will prescribe CONTROLLED substances, someone I have no relationship with? By Monday at 9 am? With no insurance? Could you PLEASE explain how to do that that would be GREAT!" And she was like, "Well, you'd have to organize it.;" I was like, "Uh huh."
So I went to Walmart and I was so stressed out I was like, texting the husband nonsense. I like, got out went and got my stuff and then went back to my car, and there was my car key THERE obut n my seat. I even checked all the doors this time. No joy. So I texted my husband re: dilemma and I was like do you want to come get the stuff while I wait for the locksmith or what or could I just break a window it would be cheaper in the short run but really therapeutic. He was like, "Car attached to truck" and like I could not break a window and to go ask Walmart staff for a locksmith and ice. Which I did. I came home.
I am giving up Ambien and temazepam like not all cold turkey but I am GOING to get rid of them out of MALICE and spite. Trust me these are powerful MOTIVATORS for me.; I am a control freak so like, that type of crud drives me NUTS. NUTS. I mean. it's the worst. So this may work in my favor overall, and that's fine..
I just hate everything a bit right now. It too shall pass.
I swear to God politicians have a TON to answer for. I mean ALL this does is penalize high metabolism people or people who have been on that stuff a while. It turns THEM into criminals and politicians can make more money.
But not on me. NOT THIS TIME. I am done. I hope I can keep like the valium because it has been the ONLY thing to reduce my find motor tremor.
Today kind of sucked, lemme put it this way.
Oh we can have the dogs place and well for only another 224 a month! Refundable if the place is clean only I bet he'd keep it if there was a drop of IDK wax on the floor. The husband is looking into other options because we both HATE this guy already and also we'd be living right below him.
9:55 we find this out.
BLeugh.
Anna