It's so great to read all these posts tonight! what a wonderful gang here helping each other. Only smokers understand smokers. I'm not sure which site I clicked on (one of the many suggestions about WTA juice, thank you very much) and wrote the owner a note today. I will call him and talk to him in the States if he will give me his number. But it
does look like he will deliver to Canada. So I'll let you all know if I hear from him. I'm all confused because I'm not sure
how much nicotine is in the WTA juice or how much would I need? He has a product called ''The Blends USP (WTA Option??) So I'm kinda confused tonight... but excited.
When I joined 2 months ago, I cut my consumption from smoking totally in half and have stuck with that for 2 months now. So I am breaking the chain-smoking habit which has been ingrained in my brain for many, many years. Lighting one after the other and then lighting one before the next one is even out!!! I have had to practice and practice and practice in the last 8 weeks how
not to light up one after another. That was hard for me! I vaped and vaped and vaped for as long as I could. So this alone has been a great progress for me. Now, I want to cut those 20 in half (averaging 20 a day) but I don't know if I can do it. I want off these real cigarettes. Maybe this new kind of WTA juice could help! So thank you.
And for all who have been following my stressful, little drama-filled life, I want you all to know that I got a really nice (mint) 2006 car....owned by an ole' doll who only drove it 82,000K..... heated seats, air conditioning and not a dot of rust on it! Just a beautiful shiny, silver car. Makes me look rich. (No sense in bein' poor and lookin' poor??
) and I sold the other car this morning. So things have calmed down. I have accepted that this set back has happened. My girl lost her dear father-in-law last week really unexpected and it was quite a shock to all of us. Real hard stuff. What a week.
I guess we humans always find a way to make it. Most of us, eh? I often think about the really poor....breaks my heart in two. I should be embarrassed to complain.
If I hadn't smoked all the years I did, I would own a castle on a mountain by now... fully paid for
with maids, so it's my fault for smoking all my well-earned money on cigarettes.
Well enough from me tonight. I'll be in touch as soon as I (hopefully) talk to this guy who sells the WTA juice. Goodnight to my wonderful new friends and I cannot thank you enough for being here for me. Love and (hugs) to all of you!