Welcome. I started by counting the ones I didn't smoke. I'm still nervous without a pack, but that's getting better.
EMBRACE THE SUCK!
EMBRACE THE SUCK!
Hey, all. I just wanted to say hi. I joined this forum back in 09, and my husband and his sister, her husband,and I all started vaping. Well, I just couldn't quit the analogs.
They have all been smoke free and never looked back. I have such an addict personality, though, of course I can't let anything be easy for myself! Lol (recovering drug, btw, 9 years clean).
Anyway, just wanted to say, I'm doing it this time. Last Saturday, I finally " felt" it. I'm done. I don't miss them. I don't dream about them. I don't even think about them.
I think, for me, I had to have that. Not sure why, perhaps because I became a grandmother recently, and my 2 year old grandson said, "Nana moke", and put a straw to his mouth, like a cigarette. I was the last smoker in the family, and that's not what I want to hear from that precious baby.
Really, though, it's so much more than that. Of course, the money, my health, all that matters. But, I don't know, I WANTED to smoke, through all that.
Now, I don't. I don't. I actually do not want a cigarette.
I've taken the first steps, and hopefully the last! Just wanted to talk to you guys about it, because my family doesn't "get" it.




I did not Spring Forward, I fell forward on my face. I hate the time change. . .