I understand the circuit problem. The house (trailer) we are leaving was wired similarly and stupidly... the "front" side of the trailer was sectioned off on one circuit and the "back" on another, total disaster when troubleshooting is needed.
I feel like the addict who starts dodging AA meetings when he is using again.
Sorry I haven't been on lately.
And yes, this post is a sign I am yet again ramping myself up to jump to vaping again.
Except with AA, if you "went out," they'd make you start all over again with another white chip. This place is a lot more forgiving and understanding for those of us who discover that maybe we aren't quite done with smoking after all.
But, when I finally went smoke-free again this summer, I did start my counter over again; it just felt right. Probably all the AA brainwashing.
Andria
TBH, Andria, I have all intentions of resetting my clock, but after I get through all these "false starts." Otherwise, I would have to change it over and over. But once I get really started, I am going to reset it.
Speaking of chips. Big day just passed for me. Oct 31, 1999 was the last time I got high. That's 15 years drug free.
I hadn't been counting the years for a LONG time. But when this anniversary came up, I thought, hey, why don't I just see how long it's been.
When I punched it in the calculator and saw the number 15 comes up, my eyes got wide and my jaw dropped. I hadn't realized it has been 15 years of victory.
And YES, that is a huge encouragement to myself regarding getting back into vaping. I CAN do it. Praise God, I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.
Also, some stresses in my life have resolved. Well, not totally resolved, but resolved in me. The circumstances without are inconsequential. Point is, I had to let a lot of stuff go lately. And it really made a big difference. Now, I am kinda in a "post-surgery" state. The internal issue was removed, but the surgery has left me in a state of recovery. NOT COMPLAINING. It's all good. It is going as I expect. But you know what I mean, when you resolve something of major emotional significance in your life and you take the time, not necessarily in grief, but re acclimating yourself to getting your stuff together.
Anyways, I really feel like I am going to get back on the horse for good this time. I may have another false start or two, but I know it isn't going to be like it has been. I don't have that struggle anymore and I can concentrate on vaping and getting other things moving in the right direction again.
I'm just grateful I was able to keep it down to a month, and now have over 100 days smoke free again. Funny how it worked out -- I'd been smoke-free for 110 days when I had to have gen'l anesthesia for my appendectomy, and now 100 smoke-free and catch a cold -- which is the mildest cold I've had in 40 yrs, thanks to having clear lungs! It would certainly appear that someone up there is looking out for me. 
TBH, Andria, I have all intentions of resetting my clock, but after I get through all these "false starts." Otherwise, I would have to change it over and over. But once I get really started, I am going to reset it.
Speaking of chips. Big day just passed for me. Oct 31, 1999 was the last time I got high. That's 15 years drug free.
I hadn't been counting the years for a LONG time. But when this anniversary came up, I thought, hey, why don't I just see how long it's been.
When I punched it in the calculator and saw the number 15 comes up, my eyes got wide and my jaw dropped. I hadn't realized it has been 15 years of victory.
And YES, that is a huge encouragement to myself regarding getting back into vaping. I CAN do it. Praise God, I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.
Also, some stresses in my life have resolved. Well, not totally resolved, but resolved in me. The circumstances without are inconsequential. Point is, I had to let a lot of stuff go lately. And it really made a big difference. Now, I am kinda in a "post-surgery" state. The internal issue was removed, but the surgery has left me in a state of recovery. NOT COMPLAINING. It's all good. It is going as I expect. But you know what I mean, when you resolve something of major emotional significance in your life and you take the time, not necessarily in grief, but re acclimating yourself to getting your stuff together.
Anyways, I really feel like I am going to get back on the horse for good this time. I may have another false start or two, but I know it isn't going to be like it has been. I don't have that struggle anymore and I can concentrate on vaping and getting other things moving in the right direction again.
TBH, Andria, I have all intentions of resetting my clock, but after I get through all these "false starts." Otherwise, I would have to change it over and over. But once I get really started, I am going to reset it.
Speaking of chips. Big day just passed for me. Oct 31, 1999 was the last time I got high. That's 15 years drug free.
I hadn't been counting the years for a LONG time. But when this anniversary came up, I thought, hey, why don't I just see how long it's been.
When I punched it in the calculator and saw the number 15 comes up, my eyes got wide and my jaw dropped. I hadn't realized it has been 15 years of victory.
And YES, that is a huge encouragement to myself regarding getting back into vaping. I CAN do it. Praise God, I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.
Also, some stresses in my life have resolved. Well, not totally resolved, but resolved in me. The circumstances without are inconsequential. Point is, I had to let a lot of stuff go lately. And it really made a big difference. Now, I am kinda in a "post-surgery" state. The internal issue was removed, but the surgery has left me in a state of recovery. NOT COMPLAINING. It's all good. It is going as I expect. But you know what I mean, when you resolve something of major emotional significance in your life and you take the time, not necessarily in grief, but re acclimating yourself to getting your stuff together.
Anyways, I really feel like I am going to get back on the horse for good this time. I may have another false start or two, but I know it isn't going to be like it has been. I don't have that struggle anymore and I can concentrate on vaping and getting other things moving in the right direction again.
August 14 was my 22nd "birthday" -- I had planned to go pick up another blue chip, but forgot all about it till the next day. Which I guess shows how little any of that old crap matters to me anymore.
Don't blame you about the counter. When I was briefly back to smoking, I just removed my counter and put up a CASAA banner, since at that point I didn't really know how long the smoking would go on -- it went on about 2 wks longer than I ever thought it would. It really irritates me to think that if I hadn't gone back to smoking this summer, I'd now have over 8 months smoke-free, but oh well, such is life -- that thing about making God laugh by telling him your plans.
When I first got here in January, I said that I wanted to be smoke-free by the end of this year, and ending up quitting at the end of February! But as things turned out, I'm glad I gave myself the year to accomplish it -- on xmas, I'll be smoke-free for 5 months, and that is without a doubt the very best xmas gift I could give either myself or my husband -- who had to smell me, all those years!
Andria
And I got to experience that trauma this summer for the first time in 27 yrs, and I'm here to tell you, it hasn't gotten one bit better. So, that pretty much guarantees that my 22 yrs will keep growing. And now that I know about WTA, I think my smoke-free status is pretty safe too. 
I hope so, Shari -- I'm one of those who thought "well if *I* could quit, anybody could!" but I know very well that one cannot measure success by someone else's yardstick. I really don't *think* I will smoke again, if only because I found out the hard way how much harder it was to put them down the 2nd time -- if I had to do it again, would I be able to? I really don't know. That's a large part of the reason I've been sober for 22 yrs, because I don't really know if I could go thru all the agony of early sobriety again, or even if I could put it down again before it killed me. I was a real stereotypical "blackout drunk," and I don't know if I could escape that kind of insanity a 2nd time, before I died of it. Plus there's my phobia of throwing up -- once when I was newly sober, I told a friend of mine in the program that I was thinking about drinking a lot, craving beer, and he said the smartest possible thing he could have said, to ME: "well Andria, have you changed your mind about throwing up?" To which I replied, and will ALWAYS reply, 'HELL NO!'
Andria
not to but in here but i have tried a few of aroma's and i do like the miami creme brulee and the beatle juice ry4 and the gi joe. those i liked best.
also mothers milk wta has some veryvery good ones too. the vanilla dragon is excellent.
if you like NET's ether vapes has some really great ones.
hope that helped in some small way.
Heading to look at it now.
On just a quick glance this was the first thing I saw related to the 69 clone from a supplier I have used recently:
