my stupid insomnia is back with a vengeance....
and with this stupid lockdown, i've done lost track of all time
my days and nights are flipped...keep finding myself still awake, several days of not sleeping....now around 4 or 6am, once I notice what time it is, try and force myself to sleep at least a few hours....
there for a while it wasn't an issue....um so yeah....around november/december I couldn't walk, at all, hurt so bad....yeah I have degenerative bone disease, goat, and bone spurs on my knee caps....on top of already having lax patella from childhood (loose knee caps)....my knees are practically useless....was putting surgery off because we were so short staffed at work and then now, I'm forced to take time off from work and can't get it done because it's not life
threatening so they won't do it....but yeah my doc put me on some muscle relaxers, nerve pain meds, and gout meds and man within an hour of taking them I was out, no ands ifs or buts it was lights out for me and gone for 10 hours

but now my insomnia has overcome those meds and nope, no more sleep for me again....